Lampwork beads...life...and such

Just like riding a bike.....

2012-01-23T19:33:00.001-06:00

Maybe it is that easy....

Since I haven't touched my torch in almost two months, I was starting to worry if I even remembered how to make a bead. Sure....I knew how to make one, but could I still make a good one? I guess so? I made a few charms and sets this weekend. They look pretty good to me....nothing too weird or unusual. It was easy and natural for me really. Maybe it was silly to think I'd have problems with it. The only problem I had was starting my torch. It took awhile! A little dust...possibly some cobwebs...who knows. BUT...it did start! It was actually fun again!

I kept feeling like I wanted to make beads for a couple of weeks now but when I finally sat down to do it...it felt surprisingly good! I even made a colorful set in a style I made several years ago. I put it on Etsy a little while ago. I did quickly realize one thing though, how much I don't like doing listings ...and photo sorting and cropping...etc...etc. That's always been my least favorite. I find it rather grueling at times. You can't always like every aspect of everything now can you? My eyes were really hurting from sitting at the computer for so long. I quickly thought to myself...."This has to be why you felt so burned out...this must be the reason!" Whatever the reason....I'm just taking it all day by day.I'm also still head over heals about doing something else. AND..I'm still not mentioning what it is. I've learned a lot and still have so much to learn and experiment with. Aside from that....I'm doing something else on the side too. I'm kind of liking this not having just one thing to do. What I mean is....not having one job-type thing to do.....I have a billion things to do...always! It feels good to know I have many interests...and possible options! Maybe I really can do three! Not sure how much time will be put in to each and yes, I love one more than the rest, BUT....I'm happy doing all three right now! It's fun making beads again...for now...as long as I don't burn out with the computer work! I'm trying to not set rules for my life anymore. It's kind of a hard habit to break. I did the same thing for so long and had a "title" for everything I did. Having a job title always felt important. When asked what you do, it always seems like there SHOULD be a direct answer. Maybe I can hand someone three cards now and say...."I do all these things...they are all things I love and all things I have an interest in. I couldn't pick just one so I decided to go with three!" HA! Well, we'll just have to see how it goes...for now.....I'm enjoying them all and can't wait until I get my other shop/shops going!

That's all I have time to mention right now..... I hope to add more beads to Etsy this week. I even made some focals today. Perhaps this whole "no rules" thing will work out..... only time will tell!

Have a great week..... thanks for checking in after my LONG break!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

The truth comes out...

2011-11-25T14:14:00.007-06:00

I decided to share a few things with you....for those interested anyway. I've spent a lot of time trying to decide what I want to do with my life. I've been feeling like something is missing for a while now. Not really on a personal level but on a life's path kind of level.... if that makes any sense. I've always found it interesting and marveled at those that just knew what they wanted to do with their lives. Those that always knew EXACTLY what they wanted. I've always wondered how anyone could be so sure of anything. I think I'm finally starting to understand. Sometimes things just speak (indirectly of course) to who you are. Sometimes things just seems natural....they seem part of you...they seem like they run through your blood and give life to you. I really do think I'm starting to understand this all now! Actually...I think it's something I've always known. I just never knew or thought about what to do with it. I wish I could tell you what it is....and I will in time....but while I'm getting things in order, I'm going to keep it private. So...then why am I even mentioning it you ask? Here's why......

I've been up in the air about my beads and what I wanted to do with them or where I wanted to go with it all for over 2 years now. Actually about two and a half years now! I've contemplated doing something else. I've questioned if I really liked doing it anymore and I've thought about it long and hard for so long I wonder why I'm just now heading in another direction. Wouldn't you just know if you wanted to do something else? I have the type of personality where I have to change things often. New designs, new ideas, new looks, changing this...changing that...you get the idea. BUT....even the newness of it all starting getting a little boring. I started feeling like there wasn't anything new I wanted to learn or teach myself. I'm not the type of person to want to find out how to make a design someone else is doing. I have zero interest to make anything just like anyone else. How boring and unimaginative is that? Don't be silly...I'm not talking about learning how to make a bead or start a torch...I'm talking color combos and designs here. A round bead is a round bead and a solid color is a solid color....with a little imagination you can take it from there. I'm not saying I'm not going to make beads anymore....I am. How often though, I'm not sure. I still like making beads, I just don't think I want it to be my every single day. It's lost it's luster for me in that way and I'm not sure I'll get that back. I kept thinking I would for a long time now. I've tried everything I can to renew my interest and nothing has really lasted. I can't say I wont wake up tomorrow and feel differently BUT I can say that at this time I feel this way and although it makes me a little sad, I'm looking so forward to my new (not really new) venture. I have so much anticipation and excitement for it I feel I could burst with joy! There's so much I've learned and so much I've yet to learn. I could live another 50 years and never know all there is to know. I love to research and learn about things almost as much as doing them. With this..... I look forward to being and doing so many things....and I believe I can. I believe it's who I am and what I long to do. Although new ventures are a little scary and uncertain at times, it's also the beauty of them.

So...that's it for this post. As mentioned.....I still do have beads. I'm having a sale in my Etsy shop through the end of the month....the link is also to the left of the page.... please take a look! I have new beads to add too but have yet to take pics. Hopefully I'll get a chance soon.

Have a great day! I'm going to go rest and recover from hosting a Thanksgiving dinner at our house yesterday. It was such fun but it wore me out!!!

A happy day to you! Please check back!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Hmmm.....updates...etc...

2011-09-30T20:31:00.004-05:00

I never really know what to say when I don't update my blog for so long. I sometimes draw a blank because there's so much to say yet so much time has passed that it leaves me wondering if it really matters now anyway. Does that make any sense at all? I didn't think so! ; )

I guess I'll just start with a little bead update. I've decided I'm not going to be offering my beads on eBay anymore. There are about 100 reasons why but the main reason is.....I'm bored with it. I've been bored with several aspects of it for a long time now. I only stayed on there as long as I did because a few of my regular customers liked to shop there more than other places. I think many people have changed their minds now though and are slowly switching over to Etsy...or elsewhere. By the way.....that's where my beads are now...pretty much exclusively....web-wise anyway. I'll always say "for now" because I never like to say never to anything. BUT...this is easier for me. I don't have to worry about when something ends or begins or dealing with HTML or server problems. Again.....I'm just not into it anymore. I feel a big relief from it and I'm happy with my decision.

I've been going through a lot of my supplies and selling some of them too. A person could probably open a small business with the multitude of arts and craft supplies I have. I had PMC, polymer clay, molds, resins, paints....no one can have my paints. : ) That's one thing I can't part with...aside from my massive glass collection! If you know anything about me at all over the past few years, you know that I'm trying to simplify my life. So....I convinced myself to get rid of all the items I'm not using and make them available to someone that hopefully will use them. I still have much to go through and I've also decided my next step is going to be getting rid of some of my jewelry supplies. I have a ton of that too!!! I have some things I've never touched and never will touch. I also have tubes of sterling silver for coring beads. Another thing I'm not using! I could go on about this for hours really. I thought about selling some of my rare, long-discontinued glass too but that thought quickly vanished. I'll just stick to everything but my lampwork supplies and paints! I'll still make jewelry here and there but I have way too many beads and findings I don't use or need.

Hmmmm what else??? We still have a lot going on right now. Home repairs and family health issues are front and center but we also have some new enjoyable things going on now too. I'm enjoying the slightly cooler temperatures and I'm so ready for October!!! I feel like there are many good...new things in our future and I welcome the changes with open arms. Sometimes change is really good and I'm looking forward to it in many ways!!!

Have a lovely fall season. I'll try to blog more often....I did say try!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A new way!

2011-08-09T10:15:00.004-05:00

Some of you may have noticed that I've been playing around with my (6 year old) indoor photography set up! Yep! It's true! I folded! There are several reasons for the change but our excessive heat prompted me to do so without a second thought. No rain....temps over 100 degrees for a few months...humidity....and the list goes on. Another reason is I have tons of beads and jewelry waiting on photos. I'm rarely home these days to take them at the time I would need to. I can't take them too late or too early because of the long shadows. There's a very narrow time frame in which you can take them outdoors and have them turn out good. I'm not sure if eventually I'll take them all indoors BUT...it's much easier and allows for time to make more beads and do other things. Time is very precious these days! With everything that's happened over the past few years, it feels good to not stress about when I can make time for photos. Now I can take them anytime!!! I hope you think they look good! You can see them on my flickr page. The link is to the left. Right now I'm using a gray gradient. Maybe I'll switch it up soon but for now I think I'll make more beads! I played with the set up for 2 straight days and not much else was accomplished.

Well, I'm off to make some beads and take more pics! I'll have them available soon so please keep checking my shops!

Thanks for checking in and thanks for taking an interest in my beads!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Yeah....I know... ; )

2011-07-31T11:30:00.012-05:00

I've pretty much sucked at blogging! I'm okay with that though. I feel like I'm catching up on things around here! Accomplishing a few things here and there on a personal level and trying to figure out what I want and don't want out of life. That's been the main focus these past few months. Some things seem like they're taking shape, others are kind of sitting on the back burner for a while. AND...all is well and moving along...slowly...but still....moving along!

As far as blogging goes.....I haven't been able to sit down and write much unless it's a necessary email. Even though I'd love to sit at the computer and write/blab/waste time.....there's been zero time to do any of that. The past two and a half years haven't been the best when it comes to deaths and family health issues. I keep thinking things are calming down now. I squint and cower as I say that for fear "something" might hear me! ; ) Really though, we're doing well and are even about to get some much needed stuff done to our historic home! That's another thing that's been in the works for the past several months. We've changed up and decorated some rooms in our house and now we're moving on to the outside. Of course there's still a ton of things to do on the inside... BUT...one thing at a time!

So...hmmmm... yeah!!! Beads!!! That's another thing I've only been doing here and there but I do think that will change soon. Right now I'm switching up some things with my Etsy shop and eBay listings. I'll be moving items around a little and revamping it all over the next couple of weeks. I'm thinking of adding more "made to order" items in my Etsy shop and still trying to figure out how to balance it all. You know....beads....home repairs....personal life...family...etc...etc. Either way, as the overdone saying goes...it is what it is! ; )

Okay...I'm off to get some beads moved to eBay then maybe add a few new things to Etsy! Wish me luck and hope nothing comes up to change my plans! That seems to happen a lot these days!

Want to see what beads are where? Please check my eBay and Etsy links to the left of the page!

Best Wishes..... please check back soon! : )

I'm back....kind of....

2011-05-31T18:24:00.003-05:00

Even though I've gone through periods of blog inactivity in the past, this is a new record! I've been taking some time off to tend to family affairs and I'm still not completely back BUT.....I'm kind of back! I'll be making new beads and listing new beads as time allows over the next few weeks. I probably wont have the volume I once did for a bit longer though. I'll try to keep you posted and possibly fill you in on a few things within the next couple of days.

I hope you've all been doing well and life is treating good! Thanks for checking in!

Oh....I do have new listings on eBay and a few on Etsy! Please take a look! The links are on the left side of the page! ; )

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

My yard eats beads!

2011-03-01T13:08:00.003-06:00

Unreal....I had to share.....my backyard seriously ATE one of my beads! I was about to photograph a set of charms when one of them fell off the bracelet. I try to take as many pics as I can in the yard and not the driveway due to concrete being the kiss of death if a bead drops. Well, little did I know that if one fell in the grass I'd never find it again! I spent over 30 minutes looking for it...I raked the area...I did everything...it's completely vanished! Okay...I just had to share the weirdness. Speaking of weird...it's kind of a weird day so I guess it figures something like that would happen. Now I need to go make another bead to match my set! Looks like I'll try again tomorrow!

Have a good day....

Rebecca : )

A big HELLO! : )

2011-02-28T22:05:00.005-06:00

Hello...hello!

Remember me? The person that said she would start blogging again? Well, as you can see, it hasn't happened. I'm so full of other ideas and things to do around here, updating my blog has been the last thing I've been able to focus on. I also just haven't felt like signing on.... so...here I am...saying hello...and wishing you well. Maybe things will settle down soon and be a little bit more back to normal. All is good though..... I certainly can't complain. : )

Thanks for checking in! If you're looking for beads please check my Etsy shop or my eBay auctions! I'm trying to add new pieces each week!

Until next time.....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A little hello.....

2011-01-20T10:01:00.004-06:00

It feels like it's been eons since I last updated my blog! I guess it kind of has! Anyway...I'm here! Working on beads. Getting a few things in order with our house...my life....my thoughts. All seems much better this year. Even though it's only just begun, things don't feel quite so "heavy." So....with that being said....I have many things I want to accomplish with my beads and my life. I'll fill you in on that more later. So...since my head is full of a "to-do" list....I'll get busy!

Have a fantastic day and a great rest of the week! Oh....for new beads, please check my eBay auctions and Etsy shop. I'll be adding new items a few times each week.

Thanks for checking in and I hope life finds you happy and well!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A happy ending.....

2010-12-31T15:54:00.003-06:00

Today is a very happy day for me! For no logical reason whatsoever...other than a new year is approaching. I feel like I have something to look forward to again! I must say...it's been a long time. Truth be known...I did not like this year. I've finally released all the useless resentment and anger I've had toward this year. It sounds foolish... and childish at the same time...I know. I agree, it sounds rather silly...and it IS silly. A "year" had nothing to do with it all. BUT....recently, I've been really trying to let all the negative things I've felt were in my life blow away like leaves in the wind. Maybe they have now...I hope so...I think so anyway! I welcome the new...wonderful possibilities this new year holds!!! I'm SO very looking forward to it!

I'll leave you with a sweet note a friend in Australia sent me......I wish the same for you all. Thanks Pam! ; )

My Wish for You in 2011

May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts.
May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills.
May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips!
May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy
May the problems you had, forget your home address!
In simple words ............

May 2011 be one of the best years

of your life!!!

Have a fabulous New Year!!! This is my last post until next year!!! (I had to say that!) Have a great night and be safe! I'll check back soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Renewal.....

2010-12-21T15:09:00.003-06:00

This post is going to be quite short...compared to some of my recent posts anyway. I'm taking a little break from my computer "have to" things and from many other things as well. I've needed a break for a while now. It's been too long actually. The past two years have not been easy due to family illnesses, deaths and the list goes on. I only wish I would have taken this little break sooner. I've allowed myself the freedom to unwind....to think about this holiday season....and to wish for a wonderful year ahead. I've also allowed my mind to be open to new thoughts and possibilities. I haven't really done that in a while. I've done new things BUT I haven't done them with a feeling of hope.... anticipation...or wonder in a very long time. The beginning of this "break" felt a little scary...in a weird way. I was almost resistant to unwind and relax. How odd is that? Sometimes we carry things around emotionally that we don't know how to let go of. Sometimes we hide our true self from fear of the unknown. I found myself immersed in a sea of constantly doing instead of being. I was constantly hurrying about my daily life without truly breathing in each day and appreciating it. I think being around all the sickness and death of those close to me has opened my eyes. At least I hope it has. Maybe this is my little ray of light shinning through after all this time. I felt like there had to be a rainbow in all of this somewhere. I'm still not sure where or how or if things are getting better. BUT..... I feel like they are. I feel like the clouds may be slowing parting. I also feel like I'm finding me again. It may be only bits and pieces at a time...but I think I'm getting there... I hope so anyway.

I hope this holiday season finds you happy and well and prosperous. This winter solstice feels very magical to me. I'm happy to be here and just breathe it all in...... life is good....and it feels good!

Oh... a little note about my beads before I go. I mentioned my signature sets in a previous post. After I wrote all I wrote about them.....I decided to close shop for the season. I'm not sure if I'll reopen and have my beads available after Christmas or wait until the New Year. I've made a few more of my signature sets and dabbled in a few other things as well. It's fun to make things and have no expectations of yourself. It truly has felt like a renewal! In more ways than one!

Best Wishes......

Rebecca : )

Letting things flow......

2010-12-14T09:22:00.008-06:00

As I mentioned before, my mind is extremely active lately. Although it's always that way.....it seems to be "spilling" out a bit more. Maybe it's because I've given myself a little time away from my daily bead routine. Whatever it is, I'm starting to remember the true essence of my being. I'm a thinker. I live inside my head. Many times I put those thoughts to use. Other times those thoughts wander into other thoughts and have different results. When I was a child, I always thought I'd be a writer or a psychiatrist or some sort of mental healer. Not a "regular" doctor by any means since I'm such a pansy when it comes blood and guts. I feel extremely faint at even the thought of some things! I always wanted to understand how the mind works....why we feel certain things...why we think certain things and why we do certain things. I studied many different religions, philosophies, ways of life and different cultures. All to realize, I really didn't fit into any of them. I could relate to parts of some of them but NONE of them felt 100% true to me or my feelings or beliefs...or...lack thereof. I could appreciate and respect many of them but none of them felt like me. I never understood...and still don't understand....how someone can conform to one thing and say "this is who I am." I once thought they were lucky...because they KNEW who they were and they KNEW what they wanted in life. They have a religion they follow...they have a political party they stand by...they have something they believe in wholeheartedly...whatever that may be! Now.....I feel completely different. I'm very happy I don't conform to one thing. I'm very happy I have an open mind. Sometimes it's a very opinionated one....but wide open it is!!! I'm happy I'm free! I'm happy I'm free to NOT have to agree with everything one group says is right or wrong. I make my own decisions from my own conscience. Some decisions are good...some not so good....BUT they ARE mine! By being a thinker, I've also realized what I don't want. I have no desire to heal the mind of anyone. Although I have a strong interest in psychology, it's that of myself and not anyone else. To be completely frank.....I don't really care why, how, or if someones not in their right mind...whatever that may be. I'm not saying I don't care about the person...I may or may not. What I'm saying is I certainly don't want to be the one to heal them. I have a quote...actually a biblical proverb...... (YES....I have read the bible)......that pops into my head every time I face a personal dilemma or every time I think I need to intervene in the "issues" of another being.

"Physician, heal thyself"

To me, that means to tend to your own thoughts, faults or maybe even shortcomings or habits first and foremost instead of trying to point those out or "heal" them in others. I also have several other definitions I could go into with the meaning since I believe this very short statement means so much. But...I wont. For me...it is a reminder that I need to heal my own inner thoughts and try to make my own life better. That doesn't mean we don't help people or need people to care for others and it certainly doesn't mean I don't care for or want to help others. It means I've chosen to take my own path in life while allowing others to take theirs...whatever path that may be or wherever it may lead them. I've chosen to let them be......

As far as a writer goes.... I'm aware my grammar isn't always the best and my punctuations may not always be in the perfect place. I care about those things though...and I do try. With a little "brushing up" or a refresher, I'm sure I could do quite well. BUT....again....I don't really have it in me to stick with it and I also feel it's not something I care to immerse myself in. Plus.....I'd rather be making things and living in my own head most of the time. BUT.....I really have no rules...... I'm writing now...am I not? By the way.....if anyone should write (not in the have-to sense of the word SHOULD but in the sense he would be perfect for it) would be my husband. Now...there's a good writer! I'm not just saying that because he's my husband.....he really is a fantastic writer. Maybe one day he'll do more with it. Hint...hint Matt...in case you ever read this! I'd make a wonderful literary agent! ; )

Now.... I have to make myself clean up the house a little bit because the dust bunnies are starting to breed rapidly. I'm not a procrastinator with most things but when it comes to housework...I'm pretty good at it.

I just realized I've been blogging a lot again. I wonder how long this will last?

Happy day to all ........

Rebecca : )

How nice.....

2010-12-13T22:39:00.006-06:00

Sometimes the little things in life are what counts. A day of shopping and lunch with my aunt then dinner with dear friends! A little driving around looking at Christmas lights while LMAO at funny stories told by my sweet friend ....who's like the little sister I never had. Thanks for the laughs Ashley! I needed them...desperately! ; ) It's days like this that make me really appreciate the simple things in life. Friends...family....and laughter. What could be better?

Now.....I'm ready for a good nights sleep......

Have sweet dreams and a happy face in the morning!

Rebecca : )

Signature beads....really?

2010-12-12T14:11:00.008-06:00

I'm not sure what I was thinking. Uh....actually I've been doing a lot of that lately. The whole "thinking" stuff doesn't seem to stop lately. I stay awake some nights with thoughts running through my head. Some good and productive, others a complete waste and depressing. That's life I guess. We can't always have sunshine and rainbows. Although it would be fun! Sign me up! Okay...where was I? Oh yes...signature beads. I made 2 sets of my signature lampwork beads! Wow! Unbelievable! You know, the 5 bead sets of lentils I haven't made in ages? I stopped making them so much because I felt a little uninspired to really put myself into it all once again. Not that my simple beads weren't "me," they just weren't the dotted up, twisty, full of life beads that feel like me! I felt like I needed to make easier things because people weren't spending what they once did on beads. There was NO way I was going to devote THAT much time on something to have them go for peanuts! That's the hard part about trying to make a living from your art! If you're not independently wealthy, it HAS to be a concern. I wish I could just create anything and everything all day long without worrying about the financial end of it! Wouldn't that be nice? I care so much about originality and my signature designs. These beads...as all my beads do.....come entirely from my own imagination. I'm grateful that I have a real good one! ; )

So you know.....I don't "do" e-books nor will I. Not that I have any thing against them BUT....it makes me yawn to see everyone doing the same thing. I wish people would stop trying to sell the things they're copying from the e-books. Maybe wear them or give them as gifts but trying to sell them....really? There were days when I'd turn on the computer to list my items and see oodles of people with the same stuff out there. I quickly did a search and yep....another e-book!!! Is it because people stopped buying your designs so you decided to make money another way by telling people, that do what YOU do for a living, how to make EXACTLY what YOU made? And they're going to benefit how? If a zillion people are making the same thing don't your items become practically worthless in a short amount of time? Anyone can do them now and people eventually forget where the "original" design came from. It all seems a little desperate to me. I'm not talking about the "how to" books, we all need to learn how to do something. I'm only talking about the e-books that tell you how to make a certain style or design. That's great if it's for fun but some folks turn around and sell your design exactly as YOU made it. Same colors too sometimes! Let me guess.....you're hoping someone will put their own spin on it? That's probably NOT going to happen the majority of the time.. I've had this conversation with a few people now and we all scratch our heads in amazement. Has true art left the building? Could it be on its way out? Nah...there's still some really talented folks out there! There's a lot of originality still left in the world! YAY! BUT.... how many things REALLY stand out these days and how many "Oh...yawn....another one of those?"" have you passed by? I think we could all come up with some really unique ideas and fun-filled things if we'd only use our noodle and stop leaning on what already exists.

AND..... I'm not saying my beads are "all that." I know some people probably don't even like my beads or my color selections. I'm okay with that! BUT...they are mine....and they come from me!!! Again, I think I have a great imagination. Luckily it makes up for some of the other things I lack! ; )

So......signature beads! Yes!!! It's been ages! I had a few people ask me about them recently and I didn't think I had it in me at this time. Some of you may know this hasn't been the easiest year for my family. I've been on an emotional roller-coaster here and there too. So....to try and get ME back, I decided to take a semi break from beads until after the holidays. I have some things laying around with pics I need to list BUT I was going to lay off eBay auctions and maybe even stop making beads for a few weeks. Funny thing is, when I allowed myself the freedom from the "have-to" part of it all, I felt inspired again. Isn't it odd how life works? I'm also trying to keep a promise to myself about not making rules for myself. I'm going to try and stop putting unnecessary pressure on myself to produce and list a certain amount of things by my own set times. How silly is that? AND..... if the beads sell quickly...great! If they sit a while...that's okay too! That's another good thing about letting go. No expectations! Maybe if I go with the flow a little more and just BREATHE, life will be a little bit simpler....a little more manageable. I'm trying new things each day and trying to release some of my old ways of doing things that aren't working for me anymore. This could be fun!

Okay.... I've gone on long enough. I don't know when you'll see the beads I mentioned. I think they may go on Etsy....who knows. AND.... I'm not sure when. Maybe tonight...maybe a week from now. BUT.... I hope you like them and I hope you'll keep checking back. Just like my beads, ...... I'm still a work in progress. ; )

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

It's the season for......Taboo topics?!?

2010-12-11T15:07:00.015-06:00

Ever pondered the thought what Christmas means to you? Perhaps it's not Christmas, perhaps it's Happy Holidays.....Happy Solstice.....Happy Hanukkah..... Seasons Greetings or Yule Tide. Or perhaps it's just a time of year where hopefully folks are a little bit nicer. People enjoy each others company. The past is cherished and new, happy memories are made. Giving involves not only gifts but smiles, a warm hug and a helping hand to those in need. I ask myself all the time what I really believe. The true answer is ...I don't know. I certainly don't believe the actual day celebrated as Christmas was when Jesus was born..... even though it is celebrated as such. I happen to love the holiday...whatever it is! Anyone that reads, studies history or has any interest in science or the TRUTH knows it was a Pagan holiday. Even those that claim to be "religious" know Christmas, as we know it, was adopted by Christians, as are most holidays. Most stem from Pagan traditions...it's true! Really....it is...like it or not! This isn't my opinion in case you didn't know, it's a fact. Do the research. By the way.....why is it people always say to NEVER discuss religion or politics? Are we that close-minded to where we can't speak our minds yet try to be respectful and peaceful at the same time? Why is someone always offended? Another...by the way.... being offended is a choice too. I think I'm one of those people that are annoyed by those that are always offended. I say...deal with it or don't get involved or read or watch what offends you! Minding your own business is always an option. You're free to read on or not...it's a choice. ; )

With that being said, I realize I live in the wrong area of the country for my view points. The bible belt is no place for someone like me. Or...someone with an open mind for that matter. You certainly shouldn't think on your own. You shouldn't give yourself credit for anything either. If you had a good day it was because "God" had a hand in it. If you had a bad day...."Satan" is screwing with you again. This "being" that lives in the clouds has a list of all the things you've done bad or good and will judge you as such on your day of reckoning! Kind of like Santa Claus does each year I guess?!? It sounds like the same thing to me anyway. I wont allow myself to believe in such things. I think if I had a bad day......it's my choice to try and have a better one tomorrow. If my life seems empty and like it's going nowhere, I have the power to change that too! Am I saying I don't believe in God? Am I saying I'm an Atheist? No.... I'm not....I just don't believe in THAT kind of God! AND...for the record, I certainly don't believe in the devil. Do you believe in Zeus? What about Aphrodite? How about Hercules? I didn't think so! That's about how I feel about believing in that sort of god or devil......I don't! I think it's mans way of trying to keep people in line. Are you using god or the devil as your crutch? Are you not in control of your own happiness? I think and believe if more people took account of their own thoughts and actions the world would be a better place. I'm not saying a spiritual being doesn't exist either.....maybe it does. There are things that are unexplained all the time. I think miracles do happen...how...I don't know! I don't claim to know. I'll quote what my very bright husband says all the time "I leave spirituality to spirituality and science to science." I think both can exist. If you noticed, I used the word spirituality. That's because religion...especially organized religion, doesn't have a place in my life. I don't believe in anything that uses what I call "scare tactics." Some religions say drinking is bad...this is bad ...or that's bad. I think THAT is a bunch of shit! Says who? Says man...that's who! In moderation, drinking isn't bad. If someone gets drunk and beats someone up or does something wrong then they should stop drinking or get help. Again, you're in control of your own life and your actions. If you have a brain, you know what's right and wrong for you. If it feels wrong for you, it probably is...don't do it! If you feel guilt, don't do it again! If you feel shame, don't do it! Come on folks.....wake up....take responsibility for your life. Again, I'm in the wrong area of the county to believe such "blasphemous" things BUT..... I do. So...please don't try to scare me with "I'm going to this place called hell." I certainly don't believe that! Why?

Here's why....... I don't do "bad" things. I may have said "bad" things from time to time. I may regret what I did or said from time to time BUT..... I will always apologize if I'm wrong. AND.... I will always try to make sure I don't do or say those things again. I never intentionally try to hurt someone. I always want good things to happen for everyone. I love unconditionally and I accept people for who and how they are. It doesn't mean I will allow some of those people in my life BUT...I will wish them well and move on if I don't want them to be a part of my life. I've let go of many people in my life I felt weren't in it for my highest good. I've made mistakes along the way and was quite rebellious in my teen years. It was all part of growing up and I've forgiven myself for not always using my best judgment. I try to use good judgment now. I try to be fair. I'm loyal to people I love and care for and I'm kind to those I meet. I wouldn't harm a soul and love most all animals. I'm very softhearted and tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I cry easily and can't stand to see people or animals harmed in any way. Even if I don't agree with your religious or political views I will still respect you if you show respect toward me and others. I feel our differences are what makes us unique. I feel sympathy for those less fortunate but at the same time I feel we're all in control of our own destiny. I'll end this part of my Taboo topics part one with a quote from one of my favorite movies.......Forrest Gump.

"I don't know if Momma was right or if, if it's Lieutenant Dan. I don't know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe it's both. Maybe both is happening at the same time."

Maybe I'll continue this later...maybe not. Either way, I will say this, I don't care if you don't agree with me and I also don't care if you defriend me on facebook, unfollow me on Twitter or never buy my beads again because you don't like what I said. I'm not trying to offend anyone and it wasn't my intention. BUT if you are offended, it's your choice. This is my blog...and there is a thing called freedom of speech. You can CHOOSE to stop reading it any time. I, for one, will not be offended BUT will wish you well on your own life's journey.

Have a great weekend and a fabulous week ahead!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

There you have it....

2010-12-01T19:12:00.006-06:00

Hello world!

How are you? I'm here and still among the living. It's taken me forever to get rid of this cold/respiratory infection. I still have a bit of a cough but I do feel better. Nothing like having to wait over 2 weeks to get rid of something! I still plugged along, worked, cleaned my house...kind of....and did all the stuff I needed to do. BUT..... much more slowly!!!

I've been thinking about what to do with my beads and jewelry lately. I've been on eBay on and off for years and the same with Etsy. There are pros and cons to each. Always. eBay takes me longer to add items and costs more to list and sell with. Etsy is great but some of my customers don't shop there. eBay still has a larger customer base BUT Etsy is growing daily! I like using Etsy more BUT sometimes enjoy auctions. Sometimes I'm not sure how I want to price something so I start with the lowest price I'll accept on eBay and hope for something good to come of it. Sometimes it's exciting....other times it's a piss off. Lately, it's been more of a piss off. I think because it's getting full of junk! The mass-produced silver lined beads are EVERYWHERE!!! There were a few "junkers" on there a couple of years ago right after we started adding the silver lined beads....that are still there for some reason?! Within months, more and more cheap looking beads starting showing up. You know...the folks that sell stuff with split silver, cracked and chipped beads.....stuff that looks literally thrown together. Need I mention imitations? No, I wont go there! BUT now...... there's so much garbage....the Pandora/Troll-type beads are what I'm talking about by the way....even though other beads would apply too. There are numerous beads made in China....and... lots of made in America thrown together trash too. Whatever it is..... there's a boatload of junk! There's some of that "junk" on Etsy too. Just maybe not as generic....yet! Anyway, mass-produced anything in the HANDMADE category can't be well made. Yes, folks, even if it's handmade by a "self proclaimed artist"... and I use the word artist loosely...here in the good ole USA! So....buyer beware! With all that being said..... we've decided.....actually for some time now as you may have noticed, to NOT offer our silver lined beads anymore. At least for now. Since they're a dime (uhhh a penny) a dozen now....what's the point? I'll still make charms, sliders, big hole beads...etc...etc....because I still like to make them and feel my designs are unique. BUT.... my husband is going to devote his time to other things now instead of silver cores. So....no more silver cores... for now. I always say "for now" because anything can change at anytime. This is something we both decided and we're happy with that decision! Besides....we always have other things in mind. ; )

I still have several pair of earrings, necklaces and bracelets I need to add to Etsy. I made many of them for that festival I did last month and I've yet to find the time to list everything. I do have a few added though. I also have many unlined, big hole beads I'll be adding to both Etsy and eBay. Please keep checking..... I'll be trying to add items daily for the holidays!

BTW..... YAY! Holidays! YAY! It's almost a New Year! For now....I'll settle for a new month! I'm so happy to see you December! I think I'll love you so much more than November and October and.... Can you tell I'll be happy to see this year go? It's true! I will! So many of my family members...including us....have had such a hard time this year...death...illness....major life changes. I'll be popping open an extra cork in celebration of the New Year! It will be better than the last 2! I can feel it!!!

Here's to good times now....and in the year ahead!!! Bring it on!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Thoughts while sniffling....

2010-11-19T10:43:00.006-06:00

Yes... it finally got me....and it got me good. I'm sitting at my desk with a head cold/sinus infection or whatever it may be. Thanks to the weird weather we have here of hot one day and cold the next! My system obviously doesn't adjust that quickly. I've been fighting it for almost a week now and last night it won. So.... I have a box of tissue by my side, cough drops and juice. Plus all the medicine I HATE to take. I try to avoid medicine as much as possible and try herbal remedies or healthy food and drinks when I can. Today I'm mixing all those "good" things with a bit of sinus medicine and ibuprofen. I'm determined to get over this quickly!!!

My Mom is having her 3rd round of chemo today and I was going to take her. I never like going to that place as I feel a little emotionally affected by it. BUT.... I'd rather be there with her than not. If you know what I mean. She certainly doesn't like going through it...no one does. AND...no one likes for their loved ones to have to go through any of it. I really wanted to be there with her and I feel bad that I'm not. I've had to cancel 2 things with her recently because of this stupid cold thing! She's had a lot of problems with her white blood cell count being low so anyone sick or around sick people should avoid contact with her. So...that would be me. I'm scared to be around her unless I'm feeling 100% well and right now I feel about 40% so I have to stay away. :(

I'm hoping the sun will come out so I can go take some pictures today. So far...it's not looking good! I have a lot of beads and jewelry to photograph. As much as I want to curl up in bed, I think the sun will do me good...I'd love to see it! It's been cloudy and gloomy here so it would be a welcome sight indeed! I have a lot of jewelry to post in my Etsy shop. I made quite a bit of jewelry over the past few months so it's time to find it all a new home!

Well, I'm thinking a bowl of soup sounds really good so off I go to the kitchen! Have a great day and a fantastic weekend! : )

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

A quick thought....

2010-11-15T23:06:00.006-06:00

I'm sleepy but decided to pop in and say hello. Since I promised myself I would be good and go to bed early I'll make this post kind of quick! I was a bit under the weather yesterday and my head still feels a little stuffy. I think sleep is the best medicine! : )

I think I finally wore myself out with everything over the past month and now I can happily say, I have nothing...besides family and holidays...to occupy my time with BUT beads! Yay! That's a good thing! I feel a slight freedom! My plate doesn't seem quite so full! Yay! I still have many things to do actually but having my very first show out of the way feels great! It certainly wasn't the most lucrative thing in the world but it was so much fun seeing so many friendly faces! Running into people I haven't seen in a while...some I haven't seen in years. AND...meeting new people! Note to self though...and all of you! Festivals that are dedicated music festivals tend to have people show up for music, food and booze! Arts and crafts are not on the top of every one's list. I think I'll stick to the Internet unless there is a dedicated craft fair that sounds appealing. Or I'll wait until I move one day. I already have my eye on a few venues elsewhere. It's fun but I certainly don't think it's my cup of tea for a focus in "these parts." Although that doesn't mean I wont do another one if it sounds good! We learn as we go right?

Okay...I'm so sleepy my eyes are burning. I had a bit of a crappy night last night...literally...I stepped in dog poo that I tracked in the house while taking out the trash. I had to spend quite a while cleaning the floor. AND tonight I had to clean up dog barf. WTF? Two nights in a row? It only happens when you feel like total dog poo yourself doesn't it?

I'm off to slumber land! Have a great week! Thanks for checking in!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Life lessons.....from beads!?!

2010-11-04T19:30:00.010-05:00

So..... I said I would fill you in on my thoughts about bead making. I have thought long and hard about what I want to do and the truth is...well, it's all kind of unfolding each day!

I really love making beads and I really love making things in general. I love to create and I love to work with my hands. I feel a bit stuck at times and I have questioned if I wanted to continue to do this full-time. I've been a little frustrated with it here and there. Mainly because, just like most everyone has experienced in one way or another, it hasn't been quite as lucrative as it was before. No...I won't say it....I won't bitch about the economy...I won't...I won't!!! There....... I didn't say it! ; )

Anyway, I was feeling a little bummed out because I couldn't spend as much time on one bead as I once did. Well, I could, but it probably wouldn't pay to do so. I had to create "easier" designs BUT make them still look really good and still spend time making them look high quality yet affordable. Which I think I do a good job of! But.....I found myself feeling a little bit uninspired and lacking something. I was thinking I was missing my REALLY detailed beads and my signature designs that made me more noticeable. The things that made me stand out a little more! So..... in all honesty, I started thinking I was just losing interest in it...maybe all together. I didn't know if it was because I couldn't clear my head due to everything going on in my life or I really just wanted and needed a new direction. But which direction? I didn't want to go back to the corporate world. I loathe it! I spent 17 years in it....I don't ever want to go back! Maybe if I moved back to my dream location somewhere out west I wouldn't mind working in a local library or some little gift shop or something. It's still a far cry from business meetings, public speaking, reports, schedules and deadlines. It wouldn't be too bad. BUT...then I really started thinking about everything more seriously and tried to figure out what I want in life. So.... I thought...and I thought...and I thought....and I came up with this.....Happiness! That's all! I just want happiness!!! BUT....what to do when happiness doesn't pay the bills?!? Hmmmmm.... that's a toughie! I guess you move on to the next step! So.... I'm still trying to figure out what that is BUT ...I do know....it will be creating something. I know I DO love making beads and working with glass, so for now.....as long as it still calls my name....I'll still make beads. I just need to take it in a new direction....possibly......whatever that may be!

Which brings me to this...... I decided almost a month ago...not quite...but close....I would share a booth with a good friend of ours at an outdoor festival they have here each year. It sounded like a great thing to do and I really needed the change and wanted to think of and try something different. Even though I've been making jewelry for years I haven't offered it for sale locally...at least not to the general public...so I thought I'd give it a try! It's been nice to have a little change although I must say, I'm not prepared at all!!! I don't have nearly enough items and I probably should not have committed to something without giving myself at least 3 months to prepare considering all we have going on here at home. BUT.....it is what it is and I think it'll be fun! Even if I don't have oodles of items to offer! It's a learning experience....so I'm thankful for that!

Here's a picture of me wrapping purple colored copper artistic wire (say that real fast 5 times) around one of my bead mandrels to make a long coil. You didn't notice the messy desk did you? When I get to brainstorming here comes the whirlwind of complete disorganization!!!

Below is a picture of what I made using the coils. I know my pictures are too bright and a bit washed out from the flash. Now you know why I do outdoor bead photography! ; ) Anyway, the coils are placed over thick sterling silver wire to form a flexible, yet sturdy bracelet that can be adjusted to fit most any wrist. It's pretty simple, but a fun design I put together!

So....this is what I've been rather busy with. If you know me, you know I take quite a bit of time with each piece so when I was given a price limit I couldn't go over for each item it was anything BUT easy! I tend to overdo things and hate to see a "blank" space. So...if anything.... it's teaching me moderation and minimalism. BUT......you know.... I think I can do this...and like it! Maybe I can be happy with more simple things for a while. Maybe it's a life lesson. Maybe it's gearing me toward the dream we have of selling almost everything we own and moving to a quaint home in Oregon somewhere. Maybe this is step one...... maybe it's okay to not make things so elaborate. Maybe the simple things are what's needed in my life right now.......

I think I'll just take it all day by day..... and see what happens from there....

Thanks for checking in.....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Where was I?

2010-11-03T20:30:00.003-05:00

Hmmmmm I think I mentioned I wanted to blog to more. I did! I had the best intentions to do so too. BUT...intentions aren't always enough. Sometimes life happens and throws things in a whole other direction.

So ... how are you? How is life treating you? If someone were to ask me those questions I would have to answer back with "Hmmmm...(again)...I really don't know." "I think I'm fine." And.... I would mean it! I do THINK I'm fine. I've taken a few months to adjust myself to the odd happenings of life and ponder my own sometimes humbling existence. In all honesty though, I'm not sure if I've adjusted....maybe just slightly numbed myself to it. For over a year and a half now, there's been a lot of death, dying and sickness. Something I knew very little of only a couple of years prior. Something I thought about... but it all seemed pretty far away. Or maybe it just seemed like it was one of those occasional yet very unhappy things that happen from time to time. That was what I thought anyway. Then it became a regular occurrence. Deaths in the family, a broken hip, a heart condition, Alzheimer's, cancer and the list continues. All of the things mentioned are something that's happened to someone very close to me. I wont get into them all because I really want to move forward in life but I will briefly mention a few to familiarize you a bit with what's been going on. I don't want to move backwards in life. I don't want to only look at the bad or what we as humans may consider bad. I want to look at them as life. I want to look at them as part of life, be it for better or worse. I want to think each of these experiences will make me stronger in some way. Of course right now, I'm just hoping. I can feel a glimpse of inner healing...at times. So....I guess that's good.

As far as the cancer goes, my mother is going through chemotherapy right now after having breast cancer and they do believe all of the cancer was removed. The chemo, we're told, is just a preventative due to the type of cancer it was. If any of you are familiar with triple negative breast cancer, it's a more aggressive type cancer....from my non-medical understanding. She's having a rough go with the chemo BUT she only has 2 treatments left so we're really looking forward to it all being over with. We want to see her happy and well again! : ) My mom is truly an angel and is one of the kindest, gentlest souls in this whole world. She means everything to me and I'm so grateful for her everyday. I'm grateful it was caught in time and..... she has such wonderful and caring doctors too! That really helps!

AND.... my mother-in-law has Alzheimer's/Dementia and is now living with us. It's a lot more advanced than we thought and seems to progress almost daily. It's a terrible thing to watch someone go through that. My grandmother had a slight case of dementia so I had a little bit of familiarity with it, but it was nothing like this. She doesn't even know our names some days....just the face. It's even more sad to me to see what my husband goes through as part of it all.

So.... there have been a few hurdles to cross and each day is another day we're stronger for it. I can't say how things will be tomorrow but I do know how very precious life is and how I have to try to see the good in all this. I feel pretty much at peace with things but I also feel a little scared and uncertain of what's next. I think that's probably the normal way to feel after so much has changed in such a short period of time.

With all of that being said..... I haven't updated my blog because I really haven't felt like "getting into everything" or knowing where to start. I also have had so much on my mind I didn't know where to begin. I still have multiple things I could talk about on several different subjects but I think I'll save those for another day.

You want to know about my beads? I'll fill you in later...... that's something I've been a bit up in the air with too..... it's all good!

Have a great night and a happy rest of the week! I hope you'll check back! I'll try to keep it going this time....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Hello.....

2010-08-29T18:29:00.005-05:00

A note to say hi! I hope you're doing well. There hasn't been much time for blogging. I think I'll just say....I haven't wanted to make what little spare time I've had for blogging. So I figured I'd at least pop in and update you on my beads. : )

We'll have silver lined charms to add soon. They're made and ready just waiting on listings. We also have more sets and focals to add. For now, everything will be listed on eBay first. I hope you'll take a look. We add a few items almost daily.

The long blog post hasn't happened because we do have several things we're juggling right now. We will try to keep as many beads on eBay as possible while we're going through... and adjusting to... a few changes here at home. That's the stuff I haven't been able to sit down and write about. BUT...we are doing good! I am making beads! AND... you'll be seeing many more designs...shapes...and colors! Just keep checking! : )

Well, I have a few things to wrap up before I call it an evening and go veg out in front of the TV with a pint of ice cream. Wow...that really sounds gluttonous huh?

Have a great week! I'll write more when I can!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Where's Autumn?

2010-08-16T22:24:00.003-05:00

Maybe you can tell by my beads over the past few weeks, I really want it to be Autumn....or Spring...or even Winter. Anything BUT Summer in Louisiana! Nothing new, BUT I really don't like it here this time of year.

As you may have noticed, I didn't get around to the long-ish blog post I had in mind. Right now I'm trying to recover from this weekend...or should I say last night and this morning/early afternoon. Our electricity went out within minutes of my last upload to Flickr...a little after 6:00...and briefly came back on around 10:30 last night. BUT.... our air conditioners didn't work....both of them! Upstairs and down! Not enough power because the transformer went out. Needless to say it was 106 degrees here yesterday and quickly rose to close to 90 in our house. Did I mention the humidity here is horrific? Anyway...we didn't get any sleep last night and are pretty much zombies at this point. I mean who wants to lay down or sit down when your sticky skin touches hot fabric? Anyway, as of this afternoon...when the power came back...we have a new appreciation for our AC and electricity in general. Here in the south, you certainly can't live without it! So...the thing I'm most grateful for today is always loved ones and good health....BUT....ALSO..... having an air conditioner and electricity in Louisiana!

Since I'm a bit delirious and need sleep more than anything..... I'll sign off by saying.....the long post will still happen! More listings on eBay...and Etsy are coming! AND..... I'll try to catch up on emails this week! I just need to rest first and catch up with beads tomorrow!

Thanks for checking in! Have a great week!!!

Rebecca : )

Still waiting....

2010-08-12T22:46:00.004-05:00

To make time to update my blog.... BUT..... now I'm sleepy and need to get some rest. Maybe it'll rain tomorrow and force me to stay inside so I can't take pics. That will free up some time for me. If not.... I'll get to it soon. I have this inner push to keep up with my blog a little more. No promises but there is a smidgen of hope! I feel a sudden burst of new energy on the horizon... maybe it's a bit of a coming out of my shell energy...who knows. Maybe a little more creativity too. I keep feeling a change is in the air. We'll see how it goes...... I'll certainly welcome it.....life's been kind of weird.

Goodnight...sleep tight....and Sweet Dreams! ; )

I'm still here.....

2010-08-12T09:46:00.003-05:00

AND.... I'm doing great! Hope you're doing great too! Lots to catch up on so I'll write more later...really....need to get to the torch for now! Have a fabulous day! : )

Some thoughts.....

2010-07-03T11:19:00.005-05:00

Hello!

Guess what? I'm not going to start off by saying the usual stuff about how I need to start blogging again. AND.... I'm not going to mention how busy things are and how behind on everything I feel. That's a given! It seems to be the norm and I've pretty much accepted that's just the way it is right now. BUT....sometimes things really are a little bit more crazy than usual. In all honesty..... I haven't felt like writing...or talking...or typing much in quite a while. I keep thinking I'll snap out of it and get my old self back...the one that likes to share her life...the one that likes to share the neat and not so neat things that happen here and there... BUT...so far it hasn't happened. I'm guessing we all go through phases and I must admit.... I'm going through some sort of phase right now. It's not a bad phase at all.....it just is what it is! I'm working on getting the "me" back. In my journey of trying to get the "me" back I realize I do get quiet. I do get rather solitary. I tend to shut myself off from the world a little more and do a lot of introspecting. I start questioning where my life is taking me....where I want it to go...and what I plan to do about it. Without many answers, I try to ponder my likes..... dislikes....wants versus needs....and go from there. With all of this being said....... I've contented myself with the fact I haven't wanted to blog....don't care much about twitter and barely touch facebook. When I'm not in a very sociable mood, those are the last things I want to touch. I find that I make myself do those things because I start to feel like I have to! AND... if you've ever followed my blog, me and the words "have to" don't get along very well. So..... I've decided to not keep my own made up rules about having to do the social networking stuff and only do any of them when I really want to. I'm thinking this will make it all more enjoyable when I do decide to do it. Of course I want to want to do it, but I've realized....it's just not something I'm that thrilled with lately. So.....I'll see what happens. I'm actually looking forward to the changes and feel I'll be more content with my life because of these decisions! : )

Now about the beads......

Yes.... they've been a little sparse to say the least. We have some family issues we're dealing with right now. Everything is just fine but there are going to be a few changes made in our lives and the preparing and planning have taken up a lot of time over the past month. We do have new beads made and will be listing them on eBay this weekend. Including a new line!!! We hoped to add them last week but with so much going on decided it would be best to add them this Sunday! I have some sets I'll add to eBay probably tonight too. I just added some items to my Etsy shop that's been long overdue! I still need to go through my beads and see what I haven't listed. Some have been just hanging out waiting on me to add them somewhere. I think that's what I'll take care of today.

I hope you're all doing well. Thanks for reading my blog! Thanks for checking in! I'll write more soon!

Happy 4Th of July weekend to those in the USA and a lovely weekend to the rest of the world too!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A hello.....quickly!

2010-06-13T11:11:00.003-05:00

Hi everyone!

How are you? Yes.... it's been ages! There has been so much going on lately...so many changes....and so many things my head is filled with I could probably write a novel. BUT.... I don't really want to do that nor do I have the time right now. I'll fill you in on a few things though when we return from a trip......

We haven't had as much available in the bead department lately but I'm hoping that will change soon. Again.... I'm not going to get into the why...or how....I'll just say it's been a bit crazy. Anyway, we will be back in about a week or so with hopefully many more auctions on eBay and beads available in my Etsy shop! BUT.... we will have a few auctions listed while we're away! I hope you'll check them out!

I have good intentions to keep up with my blog when I return....tweet on twitter...and work on some new designs I've been thinking about for a while! Maybe this little getaway will do me some good!

Have a great week! Thanks for checking in!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Happy Friday!

2010-05-07T08:05:00.004-05:00

Hello.... and a joyful day to you!!!

I have oodles of stuff to catch up on this morning BUT I had to say a quick hello! It's a day of shipping, doing a newsletter, cleaning the mandrels that I love to do so much....not really....AND making beads! I've had a zillion emails with a zillion things everyone wants to see and I've received some fantastic ideas from some of you!!! Thanks a bunch! Keep em' coming! In case some of you don't know, I send out a newsletter from time to time and right now I'm having a giveaway! Want to sign up? You'll have to email me!!! Hurry though....it ends Tuesday!!!

Gotta run!!! Have a lovely weekend!!! Thanks for checking in!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Life is good...just ask Nimbus!

2010-05-02T13:08:00.004-05:00

Hello!

A very Happy Sunday to you! : )

I've been busy making beads.... working on stuff around the house....thinking about how life can scare the hell out of you at times...make you rethink things....make you wake up and change things AND make you appreciate the good things you DO have in your life that are priceless!

I may have had a not so happy week BUT Nimbus thinks life is pretty good all the time! Here he is sun bathing and enjoying life without a care in the world. Isn't it good to learn something from the little things in life such as a happy...carefree dog?

Just wanted to say hello..... I'm off to do more laundry and fix lunch! New listings will be on eBay tonight so please take a look at my beads! Had to throw that in!!! ; )

Best Wishes and thanks for checking in!

Rebecca : )

Hmmmmmm???

2010-04-28T23:06:00.005-05:00

Hello!

How are you? I'm good! A bit confused BUT good! I think so anyway. Things are weird right now. Okay...so things are always a little weird BUT things are really rather peculiar right now. First of all.... what the heck is going on with eBay? Is it still operating properly? Are people still bidding? I guess I should say are people that buy beads still there? I've always had fairly good results with eBay and for the most part.... I've had very good results! Sure... there have been slow times...that's normal. The old familiar saying of what goes up must come down usually rings true to many situations BUT...come on now....this is a bit too weird! Prices fall and you have to adjust for it BUT what happens when you spend boat loads of time on your work and it doesn't pay off the way it has in the past? Well.... you simplify things a bit. You know...make easier designs... offer things for lower prices and..... uhh.... what else? What's next? I bore easy so do I just have to function like a robot until this time passes.... will it pass??? Do I have to "deal" with "bored?" I realize I can't spend almost an entire hour on a focal bead for a while. Some of those drive me nuts anyway but the end result is always well worth the cramped back and sore butt of sitting too long when I see the glorious results of what comes out of the kiln! Most of the time anyway!!! I wont get into that! So hmmmm... where was I? I guess I should say I wont get into the whole economy thing either. We all know far too well about that and complaining about it doesn't make it any better. It may make me feel better and feel a little more justified with the undesirable results of my mini, wearable art pieces BUT.... help things it does NOT. So.... I shall try with all of my might to get through this.

It's new for me to have things go unsold on eBay. It's new for me to have beads sitting in my Etsy shop. I couldn't ever even keep things in my Etsy shop before. I don't think I've had more than 3 things in it for very long... if that... since the time I opened my shop! I do recall having about 17 items at first BUT that changed quickly thanks to some of my fantastic buyers. Anyway.... I think more and more people are making jewelry these days so I guess they're sure to need more supplies one day soon? Like my beads perhaps? As far as our charms go..... we can only do so many a week because they take so long to finish...in every way possible. If you notice the highly polished, shiny cores, that isn't seen hardly anywhere else.....especially not on eBay. There are a few "factory" folks on there that make a decent living from selling a few chipped or even broken beads that appear to be literally thrown together. BUT.... we have morals....we think that's horrific! Most reputable lampwork artists think that too! I would find another line of work before I ruin my reputation with shitty beads! Again...another story and I don't want to go there! So.... we do what we can and we'll try to focus on things that we can do a little more often and a little bit quicker than some of our more detailed designs without sacrificing the quality. THAT is most important! Since our charms and detailed focals take forever, we will try to simplify other things and still offer a few of our prized beads we can't live without making each week! In moderation for now of course!!! So.... we'll see how it goes.

Okay... it's late.... I'm typing to clear my head ..... I'm trying to forget about the fact that I'm a little bit worried right now....hopeful always...but worried nonetheless! If you have answers on when this will pass please let me know. I'd like to plan for it!!! ; )

Thanks for listening! I guess I'll start tweeting again soon too. After I sleep....and wake up and make oodles of beads. So.... please check my Etsy shop....a HUGE sale's going on there!!! AND please take a peek at eBay too. I'll add more beads tomorrow night or Friday night!!! Soon anyway! New beads on Etsy tomorrow.... probably lots of them!!!

Have a great rest of the week! Hope to hear from you soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Yes... I'm still here.... ; )

2010-04-16T23:16:00.005-05:00

Hello!

A Happy Spring to you! A little late with that but it IS still spring! I've been good... kind of. Emotionally...mentally...whatever...I've been great! BUT.... 3 weeks with a nasty cough hasn't been that great. Since the dreaded antibiotics didn't work it's just a guess.... but since it's a little familiar to me I'd say I have bronchitis. I'm thinking it will leave me alone any day now and I'll feel good as new. I'll keep thinking that until it happens anyway.

So..... it's pretty late here (for me) and I really just wanted to pop in and say hello. I haven't had much to chat about so while trying to recover I decided to just make beads... chill out...run errands...chill out....rest.... make more beads.... you get the picture. BUT..... I really...really do have lots of new ideas spinning around and lots of beads to list. We've had a bit of an errand week so I spent this evening working on pictures and cleaning my mandrels (yuck) so I can make some focals in the morning. In case you don't know, mandrels are the stainless steel rods that the beads are wound on and they have to be cleaned and dipped with a bead release before each bead is made. It's anything but exciting...and in my opinion, the least fun thing to do in the bead making world besides cleaning the bead holes. In the morning I have the task of trying to find my desk amongst all the stray glass rods I've let build up. I'm surprised I can use my torch! Really... it's not that bad...BUT it's worse than it usually is. I also have to straighten up my messy jewelry making area too. I'm always so ready to move on to the next I don't always pick up after myself. I guess I could take some pictures here and there to show you but for some reason I don't post too many pictures that aren't of beads. I think it's because I do take so many bead pictures I don't feel like taking pics of anything else when I'm done. Maybe I'll try to be a little more personal here and there and post a few random things. I'll work on that!!!

Anyway... it's bedtime for me! Thanks for checking in! Keep looking for beads on eBay and Etsy! We're hoping to add more listings to eBay each week so I hope you like them!

Have a great weekend!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Bead update....

2010-03-29T16:19:00.002-05:00

Hello there!

How's the week starting off for ya? I'm feeling a little better each day BUT I have so much to do I can't even believe it! Okay...so I DO believe it! I just keep saying "I think I can" over and over. Seems to be working out okay! ; )

Anyway.... we did add some new charms to eBay last night! AND...a new line...Pairs! Please hop on over and check them out! They are simple....cute...and the perfect addition to your bracelets or necklaces. I just wear a few on a plain silver snake chain but then I like simple designs for my own personal wear. Here's a little secret....I don't wear much jewelry! I wear a necklace with my focals attached to my Instant Pendants or just slide a few of my beads/charms on a chain or cord. That's about it besides my rings and simple hoop earrings. See...plain! I like it that way. I don't wear Troll/Pandora bracelets either because the bulk annoys me!

I also want to mention I wont be having a Special Offers newsletter for a while. As some of you know there's a glitch somewhere in my format.... or something. Hopefully one day in the near future I'll have time to figure it out. Either way it hasn't been reaching many of my subscribers. So...... some of my focals will be listed on eBay in the following weeks. I just sort of complained about that in a previous post so I'll leave it at that!

Well, we have oodles and oodles of stuff to do so off I go! I'm going to try and add some beads to eBay a few nights this week so I hope you'll keep checking! Focals...Silver Linings...Simplicities....more Pairs...bead sets....etc!

Have a fantastic night!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

What a week...BUT Happy Sunday!

2010-03-28T10:40:00.007-05:00

Hello!

How are you on this lovely spring day? At least here in the USA it's spring! There's a bit of a chill in the air but it's still way better than it has been. BUT, it looks like a week of sun is ahead so I'm really looking forward to that! I think it brings out the best inspiration for me! : )

This has been anything BUT a fun week for us. We've had food poisoning! From vegetables! How odd is that? We made veggie wraps at home with produce we bought from the grocery store. I mean we were violently ill! I wont get into the gory details but I will say I think we were totally hollow once it was all over with. I did call the doctor and they said to take a few things to help us out and one of them was Tylenol. OH...BUT WAIT!!!! Tylenol has been recalled! We have food poisoning from mere vegetables and a mild, common pain reliever has been recalled! WTF? This whole ordeal really scares me! What is this world coming to? How many times have you heard that in the past several years? Anyway, I'm not sure what it's coming to but I know there are going to be a few things that aren't on my list of things to eat for a while. Now I'm trying to recover from what I think is a respiratory infection to top things off. That's something that's always scary when you have asthma...like I do...many illnesses can affect your lungs.

So...... I hope to have some listings on eBay tonight. Things may be a little sparse until I can get back on my feet. I haven't made beads in days but we do have photos of some charms and a few other things. My sweet husband is helping me with everything right now. He always does, but even when he was sick he knew I was a little worse off so he helped take care of me. I'm a lucky gal indeed! Not to mention the sweetest parents in world brought us bags of "get well" items because we were too weak to get to the store. It's good to have an emergency "sick" stash of stuff on hand by the way!

Well, my hands hurt from typing too much.... I'm still trying to function properly so I need a little more rest!

Have a great day! I'll write more when I can...... please keep checking eBay and Etsy for beads!

Rebecca : )

Are we there yet?

2010-03-21T22:57:00.009-05:00

Hello...spring? Are we there yet? For some reason I'm seeing snow! BUT I'm in the deep south! This IS the first day of spring! We NEVER ever get snow...and I've seen it 3 times this year! What's going on? Anyway... please hurry spring! I have a bad case of SADD this year and need help! Thanks!!!

HA! Of course you know I'll be whining about the heat soon enough BUT it's fun to comment on the weather and it's even more ridiculous that it affects me so! BUT... it does! I think I need to have at least 3 houses in different areas of the country with different climates. Maybe then I'd never get bored and maybe then I wouldn't have as much to complain about! Just maybe!!!

Anyway... Hello!!! How are you? I'm good! Just quiet! I have been very quiet.... no blogging....not much facebook activity...no tweets on twitter....just quiet. Why? I don't know. I have been having one of those times in life I guess. I do hope I snap out of it though. I have been making beads. Lots of beads. Lots of new ideas. Another situation where I need to find a way to take better pictures of my new creations. You know... my Shades On Shapes....remember my miniature wearable art paintings with the resin overlay? Yeah.... I still have some...I still love doing them BUT the pictures of them blow and don't look nearly as good as they do in person. So..... one day you'll see them again!!! I miss them and can't wait to get my paints back out....one day!

Another bit of info. I've been having problems with my Special Offers newsletter reaching some of my customers here in the USA. I guess it's something to do with the format and certain email accounts. I'll try it again this week and see if I can figure it out. Anyway... I've been adding some of my focals to eBay again. It's been a LONG time since I've listed them on there. I'm doing so VERY reluctantly yet eager to try it out again at the same time! My focals were pretty popular on there in the past but I know it takes time with eBay so it's kind of like starting over. Some of my focal buyers don't shop on eBay so it's a little scary as to how well they'll do these days. Also, there are several "hens" on there that wait to see how something does or how original something looks and they kind of "take it" and run with it. Uh yeah...I guess you could say non-creative imitators. I have a 2 year "follower" that will probably never leave me alone! If it's not my designs it's my bead names. "Hello there.....thanks for taking my bead names off my Flickr page on a daily basis!" Mirabella, Ophelia and Caprice are so common anyone could come up with those bead names huh? AND...that's all the names I have time to mention....or care to....there are TONS! Anyway...where was I? Copycats are rampant on eBay! There are many people on there that are VERY original and the same thing happens to them over and over and over. Of course no one likes it but what can you do? Well, you can always laugh about how desperate they look and thank god you're creative and use your own imagination! I think that's what most of us do these days anyway. Complaining about it doesn't do any good and I sure do my share of it BUT... venting DOES help you feel better. I think my blog is the best place to do that sometimes......

It's pretty late and I have a full day planned out for tomorrow so I better get some rest! I'll try to blog again soon. Maybe the sunny days ahead and warmer weather will lift me out of this silence.

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

It's almost spring....

2010-03-04T17:43:00.003-06:00

Hi there!

It's such a beautiful day outside I had to pop in and say hello! It's been way too long!

It feels like it's almost spring! Not yet...but close. I do hope we have a spring this year anyway. We usually have a week of spring and 7 months of humid hell! Since we saw a bit of snow here this year and it was a very cold winter...for here anyway.... there's hope! This VERY welcome change makes me feel so alive. I know for a fact I couldn't live anywhere with a long winter. Not very happily anyway. I love lots of sunny days....except during our hot summers...then I want clouds and thunderstorms! Are we ever truly happy? ; )

So...the weather aside...I have beads...beads...and more beads! I started adding my sets to eBay again. I needed a change. Maybe I can stick with it this time. I usually put them in my Etsy shop because it's so much easier BUT I have some of my "set" customers that only shop on eBay. So.... what the heck! I've been enjoying making more of them again too! I have tons of design ideas...now I just need to find the time to create them all!

Well...I have some work to do tonight then I want to kick back, eat dinner and watch Survivor so I better get busy! Thanks for checking in!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A new week.... a new outlook....

2010-02-16T21:49:00.004-06:00

Hello,

I hope everyone is staying warm! I must say...this is the coldest Louisiana winter I remember feeling in a LONG time! Odd huh? Anyway... we DID get snow! That was so exciting! Matt took some pics of it and hopefully I'll find a little time to add a few for you to see. After all, it's a really weird thing for us to see snow here. We haven't had any in ages!!! Okay... so... now I'm ready for spring!!! : )

Speaking of spring.... I think you'll be seeing more of that in my beads here and there. I just added a set of spring beads to my Etsy shop today that sold really quickly. I'll have more to add too.... in bright happy colors!

I've been somewhat out of my funk and working really hard on new beads. I can't seem to stay away from the torch... colors are spinning around in my head faster than I can produce them. Hopefully it'll hang on a while. Amazing what a little boost of sunshine can do for you. Did I mention I think I have that SADD thing? I really do think I have it! How goofy does that sound? I need more days of sun than clouds. I always knew I'd make a terrible goth! I need COLOR!!!

So.... I'm ready to call it a night and go watch the Olympics with my husband for a while.

I'll have more beads on eBay and Etsy this week AND very new...unique offerings for my newsletter!!! Are you signed up for it?

I hope the rest of your week is happy and cheery!!!

Thanks for checking in! Hope to hear from ya soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

To blog or not to blog....

2010-02-09T20:48:00.008-06:00

That really IS the question.....

I've thought about this for sometime....really. What's the point? Does anyone really care what I have to say? Maybe a little I guess or else you wouldn't be here right? AND... if not, is it still a good thing to use and kind of let things out for my own personal release of life's stuff? Maybe just treat it as a journal... but for the whole world to see? Anyway... I have a love/hate thing with this blogging stuff. Sometimes....it feels like a "have to" and I loathe anything I "have to" do. Especially lately.

In general, I'm a happy person. I try to see the bright side of everything. I look for the good. Think of the positive and hope for the best. BUT....lately.... things are weird. I find myself being indecisive, confused, a little aimless... and sleepy. I'm always sleepy after a day of being busy but for some reason I've been finding it hard to get out of bed. Hard to go to bed. Pushing myself to make beads. Not sure what I want to do next and feeling overwhelmed by everything that lies in front of me. I'm really not sure why. When I sit down at the torch colors come to mind.... as usual. Designs come to mind...as usual. I'm not feeling uninspired or like I've briefly lost my creativity. I feel just fine in that department. It's the "have to" that's making me feel an internal rebellion right now. Maybe because I need a vacation I'm unable to take. Maybe because I need a few full days of doing nothing BUT laying around and doing nothing. When I was younger, that came easy. I could go to bed late...real late...most any night and sleep as long as I wanted. I could lay around and watch TV the entire next day without a care in the world other than wondering how I was going to get off of the couch and find something to eat. BUT.... NOW....... I honestly don't have a lazy bone in my body and my mind never stops. I'm up early because that's when I naturally wake up. I just haven't been wanting to get up. Even if I can't go back to sleep I still lay there completely overwhelmed by all of the things swimming in my head. Don't say it... I'm NOT depressed! AND I don't "do" mind altering medication. I might whine and complain at times but I can deal with my life one day at a time and it's NOT by using pills. : )

As I've mentioned...... I want a simpler life. A MUCH simpler life. I want less stuff I don't need. I want less wasted space and I want less to think about that I don't want or need to think about. If you follow my blog you know I want out of this big house. It's lovely but it's WAY too big for us and we can't find anything else we really like. All the smaller houses we look at look like flip jobs that were hurried along and all the other homes need a boat load of work done to them and are not in an area we care to live in. We live in a great area..... a beautiful area.... a charming area with gorgeous historic homes. We thought of buying a new home before but I don't want a new home. I've always had historic homes and in Louisiana it almost feels odd to me to even think of having a new home. PLUS..... remember this.... we are only here for as long as my grandparents are here. Of course I hope they live a long healthy life but things have happened over the past year with their health and now I guess it's started to make me think about things more seriously. Like do I really want to deal with all this moving stuff right now and just have to do again in the possible near future? I can answer that...hell no! We've moved a lot over the past several years and the thought of not going to that hopefully "forever place to call home" really doesn't sound appealing to me. We want out of this area.... period. We want to move out west... most likely to Oregon. A friend of ours called a few days ago from Bend, Oregon and said her and her husband are looking at moving close to the area we hope to relocate to. I was SO happy to hear that! AND to hear she was familiar with the place we were looking into and her husbands father lives there. It made me long for it even more! I took a mental vacation far away from this place and imagined what it would be like living out there. All of my worries vanished and I felt free again! Just like I felt when I lived in California and our short time living in Oregon. I felt free. That's such a good feeling to have when you are in a place you feel has unlimited possibilities and natural surroundings that you crave.... and love... it's magical. The redwoods...the ocean... the mountains...the clean air.... the dreams....the hopes. Are we there yet? ; )

Anyway... that's why you haven't heard much from me. I've been locked away in my mind. For better or for worse... it's how I heal. By thinking.... by trying to balance things out in my life.... by trying to make sense of them....and make peace with them. The funny part is I only mentioned a small bit of the things I've been thinking about. Maybe I'll fill you in on more soon.....

Now.... I'm going to watch a movie and try to go to bed early... or should I say earlier! Oh..... I just added my info to my facebook page. I still need to add more pictures and stuff to it. We take so many bead pics personals pics are not always something we think about. BUT we'll do so soon! Want to be my friend? http://www.facebook.com/rebeccalwerner Please add me.... I'm a newbie! : )

Have a great week.... have fun...and thanks for reading my blog! I'll update you on my beads this week...seriously.... I will!

Rebecca : )

I'm not going to say it....

2010-01-23T12:18:00.004-06:00

I'm not going to say why I haven't blogged in a while...again. I just haven't. I didn't want to. AND... honestly... I haven't thought much about it. So there you have it...guess I did say it! : )

Anyway.... hello! I'm doing good. Still keeping an eye open for a new house... sort of. There's not much out there. I think we're very picky...and I think we should be. It IS where we have to live. It's hard to find something affordable in a better area.... which in my opinion..there really isn't a better area... just a smaller house in this area would be great! BUT... it's so hard to find!!! That blows! Seriously! Oh well.... one day at a time!

BEADS! Yes... I have some beads I need to add to Etsy and we have new auctions for eBay. We'll have them on tonight... I hope.... and more sets in a few days too. As of now I have Special Offers available through my newsletter. Want to sign up? Just email me!

The weather has been so beautiful here lately! Fresh air coming in the open windows... bright sunny skies! Pure heaven! As for today though....I'm sleepy! It's cloudy... and chilly... and I have beads to make so I better get busy! My goal of the day is to accomplish as much as possible so I can go lay down! I feel soooooo lazy! Plus we're taking some time off tomorrow to visit family and watch the Saints game!

Have a fantastic weekend!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

2 in a row....

2010-01-10T17:04:00.003-06:00

Hi!

I can't believe it! Two days in a row with a blog post! Maybe I can do this. Maybe I can add something here and there and NOT write a novel each time.

Anyway... I just wanted to let you know....eBay listings will be added Tuesday night instead of tonight. I had to take the opportunity and get some stuff done around here today. I'm getting things cleaned up so I can try to start house hunting again soon. This is a BIG house to get ready to sell. For now, we're going through things for a yard sale we plan to have sometime around the end of February. That's if it warms up a bit like it usually does by then. But....as far as the auctions go... not a big deal! The listings will be 5 day listings instead of 7 day listings. So I hope you'll check eBay in a few days! I think you'll really like them! : )

Well, since I'm in the mood...which is rare....I need to get back to clearing and cleaning some things out. Have a great night and a wonderful week!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

2010....

2010-01-09T11:10:00.004-06:00

Hello and Happy New Year!

A bit late but it IS still the beginning of the year so I guess it counts! : )

I've been busy working on beads... mainly my Simplicities today. You'll see those on my Flickr page later. I'll have a newsletter out where they'll be offered later today too...email me if you want to sign up! I've been working on other things too but have grown to love making the Allures and Simplicities lately. Of course you all know how that can change...quickly at times...so I have to keep with it. I change like the wind on things I like to do but try my best to do a little of this and a little of that so I wont get bored. I still have my Shades on Shapes I'd like to do something with but haven't found a great way to present them. Everything seems to take away from how cool and colorful they really are. So... for now they are on hold...I think! ; )

I could go on and on about stuff spinning around in my busy little head right now but I'd miss out on good old Mr. Sunshine. I certainly don't want to do that because I really need pictures of my beads today. I will say.... I still want to find a smaller house. Yes... we've been "sort of" looking for almost 2 years now. Even though we want to move back out west someday, this house is just way too big for us. I keep asking myself what in the hell I was thinking? Two people don't need a house this big! At least we don't anyway! We want to downsize!!! Really bad...but we are also really picky about what we want so that makes it tough. We want an old house like we have now but minus about 1,000 square feet. AND... we want one practically move in ready. BUT... we need to sell this house first. Makes it not the easiest thing to do. Our house will sell... probably fairly quickly. It's in a great neighborhood and it's quite lovely. BUT... we have to find something first and we've liked 2 houses in the past 2 years. Oh the dilemma! LOL!!! Anyway... it would make life so much easier for us. This house is a lot of work and a lot of upkeep that we don't have time for.... or want to make time for. I want a simpler life in every aspect of the word! Less house... less stuff... less debt....less worry! That all sounds sooooo good to me!!!

Well, the clock is ticking and I need pictures! We have listings to get ready for eBay tomorrow night and more sets to add to Etsy in a few days. We will have lots of new stuff and new designs coming this week. Please keep checking back!!!

Have a fabulous weekend and try to stay warm! We're having a deep freeze in the south right now! It was 16 degrees last night!!! Still no snow!!! Please send some this way!!! I hate the cold without snow. It's useless! ; )

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Holidays and more....

2009-12-21T20:14:00.004-06:00

I hope you're doing well and staying warm! I know many of you that are up to your necks in snow wish it would go away but we would LOVE to have some! Please send it this way! A white Christmas in the south would be a dream come true!

In case you noticed, I haven't had as many auctions on eBay lately but that will change after the 1st. I'll have more sets on Etsy then too. I kind of get in a mood where I don't feel like doing much...even though I need to...during the holidays. It's about the only time I wish I was a kid again and had 2 weeks vacation to do nothing but goof off and play! I've still been working and have oodles of new design ideas swimming around in my head. For now though...they don't seem to want to come out. BUT they will soon enough! Yes... I'm still making beads! Just not as many as usual right now. I think we'll have new listings on tomorrow night though. AND... this week I am seriously taking 2 full days off. I'm going to try and make myself anyway! Time with family is precious right now!!!

I guess my New Years resolution will be to blog more. Not sure why but for some reason it's felt a bit grueling to me lately. I should say it's felt that way over the past few months! Not just "lately." Not sure why....I guess I've had too much else to do and haven't felt like "talking" about it. Don't you ever feel like keeping to yourself? I think that's what it is. I've been in a quiet mode!

Now, I'm in a sleepy mode and I want to go read...maybe do a sudoku puzzle and relax. So....I hope you and your loved ones have a very Happy Holiday season! Merry Christmas! Happy Solstice! Happy Hanukkah! How ever you say it or celebrate it, I hope you do so with love and peace in your heart.

Best Wishes....thanks for checking in!

Rebecca : )

Because....

2009-12-08T11:05:00.003-06:00

I wanted to get rid of the "Happy Thanksgiving" title at the top of my blog page I decided to add a new post! Sometimes things that annoy you can actually make you do something you really don't want to do. That's right..... I haven't felt "bloggy" yet again. I'm okay with that though. It's been crazy busy and we've barely been home for almost a week. So...... most of this week will be spent (hopefully) getting caught up on some new beads and some new designs! I've been thinking of some neat new things to add so we'll see how it goes. : )

For now..... I need to work on some pictures for somewhere.... Etsy maybe....some for eBay for sure...I guess I'll decide where to add everything later. No rush...I still have plenty to do before that happens.

I hope you have a great week and are able to accomplish some things on your Christmas list. So far mines been pretty easy! I'm all for online shopping!!! No crowds and you can stay in your pajamas! ; )

Okay...back to work! Thanks for checking in!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Happy Thanksgiving!

2009-11-26T09:49:00.003-06:00

Hello!

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! Happy day to the rest of the world!

I've been doing a lot more running around than I usually do lately so I've had little time for blogging or even twitter. I also haven't had much I wanted to say because it would take too long to type everything out and I'd never get anything done I really needed to. So.... hello....I'm fine! I'm just making beads and trying to spend time with family as much as I can. Thanks for the kind emails. My grandmother is good... great mentally... now we just need her body to heal. My grandfather is another story but everyone is doing the best they can to help out. We take him to see her when we can.

I feel pretty good today. I feel hopeful....and grateful for many things in my life. I'm grateful for the wonderful family I have....and the best husband anyone could ever ask for! All of my wonderful customers! It's because of them I'm able to continue to do what I love and I'm forever grateful! I'm grateful for so many things in my life that are good and healing and hopeful. I've been sort of on an emotional roller coaster this year and I've really been trying to bounce back and not take life so damn seriously. Life has many ups and downs and as the old saying goes.... "How would you know happiness if you didn't know sadness?" Something like that anyway. One thing goes with the other and we become stronger from every little... or big thing that happens in our lives. Good or bad. Maybe I'm learning to embrace them both...and grow. I don't know.... I really don't have the answers. I just thinking I'm getting more experience. ; )

With that being said..... I'm taking the day off....sort of. At least I'm telling myself that. I am however going to spend time with my family...eat tons of food.....and be thankful for what I DO have. Nothing but a wonderful time with loved ones. What could be better?

BUT.... I didn't say I wouldn't mention beads did I? I have some sets made and they'll be available soon. Where they'll be is still up in the air. We'll have new eBay listings in a few days too. For now... we do have some stuff listed so please check it out!!!

Have a beautiful day...and weekend! Thanks for checking in!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Happy Friday the 13th!

2009-11-13T07:23:00.004-06:00

Hello!

Even though I'm a bit superstitious..... I love Friday the 13Th! I think I have good days on Friday the 13Th! So I'm going to happily welcome it! ; )

I really don't have time to say much today but I do want to say thank you for your wonderful emails... happy thoughts.... prayers... whatever! I do believe that helps....always! So...thank you!

I have a lot of things I want to get caught up on today. I have made beads this week but not nearly as many as I'd like to so I'm going to spend this morning at the torch. A morning trying out new glass colors! There's still a few I haven't touched yet because I fell in love with some and haven't been able to put them down!

I will have beads to offer tomorrow in my Special Offers newsletter so I hope you're signed up! There's going to be some really pretty offerings! : )

I keep asking myself why am I up at 7:00 in the morning? Without the help of an alarm clock? For some reason I get up way too early these days. Is this a sign of getting older?

Okay... time to feed the animals then I'm off to the torch!

Have a wonderful weekend!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

Just when I thought.....

2009-11-10T20:36:00.003-06:00

I was going to start keeping up with my blog.... adding more beads to Etsy.... making a little more jewelry... adding a few more listings to eBay..... all of a sudden....life throws a curve ball.

With family stuff.... medical stuff.... life's more serious stuff.... it's been one hell of a year. I'm certainly NOT wallowing in self pity. BUT... I am a little confused how so much can go on in one year and some how miraculously I'm still here and I'm coping. The best I can anyway... maybe not very well some days BUT I am coping. That's something I didn't think I COULD do if anything were to happen to someone I love in the past. It scared me to even think such things!!! It still does, but now those things have become more real and unfortunately a little bit more familiar to me.

I have a small family. Not many cousins.... not many aunts...uncles...you get the picture. A typical small family. BUT... a very...very close small family. That's why I'm still in this city that I don't like very much... at all. They make it worth it. They make it okay here. They make me want to be in this place I call "Shitport." They make me feel comfortable here.

I could go down a list of everything that's happened in the past year and I think I will do that soon but for now.....I'm too sleepy. I'm behind on everything. I've been at the hospital or going somewhere for the past 3 days. My grandmother fell and broke her hip very badly. She is 88 years old and is in excellent health other than weak bones. My grandfather is NOT in good health and she has been caring for him. She seems to have the willpower to do everything possible so she can go home......BUT that could be in 2 months... if all goes well. My parents.... aunt and uncle... and Matt and I are also going to do all we can to make sure my grandfather is well cared for and is able to stay in his house. We never would have thought something like this would happen. Not to her..... she is one of the strongest people I know in every way. She has always seemed to be invincible to me.

So.... as I mentioned.... I'm very tired BUT I need to take a little walk before bed. Hospitals make me feel as if I'm breathing in bad air. SO.... when Matt suggested a walk, it sounded like a very good idea! Clear the lungs out a bit! I know... another of my silly hang-ups!

I do hope you have a lovely week! We're going to try our very best to have new listings on eBay tomorrow night. I also have sets for Etsy so maybe...not sure.... but maybe I'll try to add some tomorrow.

I'll write more soon......

Best Wishes.... and please think happy thoughts for my family! Thanks for reading my blog! : )

Rebecca : )

It's Thursday...

2009-11-05T11:33:00.002-06:00

AND... this is my 3rd blog post this week! Although it wont be an exciting one it IS a good way to discipline myself! See.... baby steps!!! Sometimes they really do work! ; )

I don't have much to mention today except..... I added new beads to eBay last night! I need to go take a few pictures right now and hopefully add some sets to my Etsy shop tomorrow. Today is my husbands birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!! I love you!!! So we are going to take half a day and the night off to go have some fun and have an awesome dinner at one of our favorite restaurants tonight! I wish we could go now. I'm starved....as always! ; )

Have a wonderful Thursday... be happy ....and well... and enjoy life!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Another one....

2009-11-03T13:21:00.006-06:00

Yes it is! It's another blog post. I'm in a bit of shock myself! I said I would let you know about the winner of the giveaway.....

It's Saabrina M. Of Maine, USA! Congrats Saabrina!!! Your beads will be on the way this week! AND.. thanks to everyone that entered!!! I'll have another giveaway or two in the near future so make sure you're signed up to receive my newsletters. Want to be included? Just email me! rebecca@firamarina.com

I've been making a few beads today and now I'm impatiently waiting on my new glass shipment! It should be here this afternoon...I hope! I feel like a kid at Christmas! I couldn't pass up all the new colors and even managed to snag some long discontinued glass I've been dreaming of for a few years now! I already have big plans for some of it! ; )

So.....right now I need to upload a few pics to Flickr and then add some sets to my Etsy shop. Matt is busy working on pictures for our eBay listings for tomorrow night. We have some real beauties coming up!!! I hope you'll keep checking for them!

Okay..back to work! Have a lovely day! I'll check back soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Guess what?

2009-11-01T14:16:00.005-06:00

I might start blogging again...maybe a little here and there. I was starting to think I didn't want to mess with it at all anymore. ; )

There are MANY reasons why.....

1. I haven't felt like it.
2. Sometimes I like to keep quiet for a while.
3. Social networking stuff isn't always tops on my list. Twitter is even too much for me some days.
4. I have too many other things to do.
5. There's nothing I want to talk about.
6. Sometimes when I get started on a topic I carry on way too long and nothing else gets done.
7. Sometimes I want a life offline instead of online.
8. I get tired of updating my fanatic and unimaginative bead follower/bead maker as to what she should do next since she doesn't have a clue without me.
9. I want to spend time making beads or jewelry.
10. There are more to add to this list but please refer to number 4. : )

All that aside! Hello! How are you? Did you have a Happy Halloween? Ours was great! Lots of fun! Can't wait until next year! Now I'm in a Christmas mood. Yes... how odd!!! Already... haven't even had Thanksgiving yet! Must be the chill in the air. That's all we really get down here. No major winter just cold and wet... no snow... what a bummer....I want snow! Only for a little while though. Long winters really blow!

I had a giveaway and I do have a winner but since I haven't heard from her I wont announce it yet. If I don't hear from her soon I'll draw again! I may draw another one soon anyway! : )

As far as beads go.....I have an empty Etsy shop but I'll be adding to it tomorrow. New sets! I'll be adding more listings to eBay tonight. I thought we would add to it last night but forgot about all we needed to do to get ready for the trick or treaters.

Okay..... let's see if I can keep this blogging thing up! I have good intentions to do so...... maybe...just maybe I will.

Have a lovely rest of the weekend and a happy fall!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Happy Friday!

2009-09-11T13:05:00.002-05:00

Hi there!

Still not much into blogging lately. I do however sign on to twitter here and there. So you can always follow me there. I hope to update this page soon.... I just have to find time. I've been working on new sets...amongst other things. I'm adding some to Etsy today.

Oh... a little update. At this time I decided I'm NOT going to sell on Art Fire. I never signed on or added new items to it so what's the point? I don't have that many items to add as it is anyway and for some reason I'm still partial to Etsy. AND... eBay for our Silver Linings of course. We plan to add more of our Silver Linings tomorrow night along with a set of Complements so please take a look!!! I'll try to add a few sets within the week too.

Anyway..... back to work! Have an ultra fab weekend!!!

Best Wishes.....

Rebecca : )

Hello! I'm here.....

2009-08-22T11:48:00.002-05:00

A BIG hello to you!

Yes... I'm alive and well! I just wanted to say hello! I will write more soon! Seriously!!! I will! I have lots to fill you in on! For now... please check eBay for my beads! I'll have some on Etsy this week too... maybe a set today! If you have an interest in my focal beads.... subscribe to my newsletter! You can email me here ...... rebecca@firamarina.com

I hope you're all doing fantastic!!!

Have a great weekend!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Forever and a day?

2009-07-28T20:17:00.005-05:00

Hello everyone!

It's been a while! A LONG while! As you may have guessed the "not feeling real chatty" part I mention in my post from last month (WOW... it's been a month) was an understatement! LOL! It was true though. I have no excuses whatsoever except I haven't felt like blogging! Not a bit! So.... I didn't. I felt there were other slightly more productive things I could do. Yes... it's good to update everyone on what's going on... where the beads are... when I'll do this or that.... BUT... I just didn't feel like it! I didn't want to take the time to do it. BUT..... I thought it would be nice to at least say hello and let you know I didn't fall off the face of the earth! : )

I have nothing to complain about but the heat... it's hot as hell here... literally! It's been raining a lot and it's a bit hard to get our outdoor pictures right now but at least it's easier to make the beads when the sun isn't out! My glass room gets boiling HOT in the summer! I wish it was cloudy or rainy all the time here in the summer! Except for just a couple of hours a few times a week when we need to take pictures! Wouldn't that be nice if you could change the weather when you wanted to? Is it almost fall? I'm counting the days! ; )

Other than that life is good! I'm healthy... happy... and making beads! I hope to have more to offer very soon! We were going to add a few more things to eBay tonight but decided to wait until tomorrow night. We're off our schedule a bit. I guess you could call it a schedule... due to the weather and stuff! BUT.... I have some new things... kind of new.... I'm thinking about doing.... you'll see soon! I still have the Shades On Shapes.... still trying to find a better layout for them... if there is such a thing! AND..... hopefully I'll be able to add a few items to my Etsy and Art Fire shop in the near future too. These are all things I THINK I'm going to do..... plans change all the time!!! I get bored and want to change things up a bit so who knows what's next? I don't! I guess I'll just go with the flow!

So....... hello..... I hope you're doing well! I hope life is treating you good! I'll add more when I can think of something I really want to talk about! Until then..... I hope your life is filled with happiness!

Oh yeah.... I had to "monitor" my comments because some ridiculous online Chinese porn site decided they wanted to "advertise" by posting links to their smutty shit in all of my comment sections. Why or how they decided to pick my blog I'll never figure that one out BUT.... they've all been deleted and will continue to be deleted. BUT... thanks for all of the nice comments! The real comments!!! Thanks for reading my blog and taking an interest in me and my beads! I thank you..... and Matt thanks you!!!

Have a lovely week!

Best Wishes.....

Rebecca : )

Where does it go?

2009-06-25T11:05:00.003-05:00

Hello....

If you can't guess... I'm talking about time! : )

I haven't been "bloggy" at all. Last week was a trying time for me! We had several computer issues. When we "fixed" errors in our registry, the main program I use for editing my pictures was completely wiped from the system and we couldn't find our disk to reinstall it. I'm still trying to get the feel of using a new updated version but it's really slowed me down a lot! I'm not a fan of having anything to do with graphic design no matter how you look at it. Cropping a picture and adding text to it is really all I care to learn. Even with something as simple as that, I have no love for it. Luckily my husband enjoys that sort of thing and is actually really good at figuring it all out. He's a natural with it really. I think everyone has things about themselves they hate to admit but I have zero patience for technical stuff and would rather have someone else do it or figure it out and then show me how to do it. Okay so maybe... I'll work on patience a little more! When I'm not so busy with other things! : )

AND.... a long time bead pal of mine was nice enough to feature me on her blog last week and I didn't have a chance to sign on and let everyone know! Thanks Deb you're a sweetheart! Go check out her clay art too!!! She's really good!!!

I want you to know.... I appreciate you reading my blog. I know it's rarely updated lately. I hope to change that in the near future. For right now I'm adding to it when I can. I also hope to check out the blogs of those of you that read mine soon too. I apologize for being a bad follower. I need to learn how to do the blog follow thing. See... I haven't even looked into yet. There's a lot of stuff I hope to make more time for....... just not right now!

As for me.... I'm adding beads to eBay each week so keep checking back! I'll add more to Etsy and Art Fire soon. Not sure when... but I do have plans to! I'm kind of in a focal mood lately so I'll see how it goes! For now I'm offering them through my Special Offers newsletter! Not included but want to be? email me here to sign up! rebecca@firamarina.com

Okay.... I gotta run....

Have a fabulous day!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for checking in!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A quick note!

2009-06-14T10:26:00.002-05:00

Hello everyone!

A happy day to you!!! This is a very quick update!!! I have to get some stuff done around here and I'm a little pressed for time! Go figure! ; )

I have new charms aka Silver Linings ...listed on eBay and I'll have a few sets soon too! Maybe tonight... we'll see how the day goes! Yes.... I have new focals!!! They are available through my newsletter only right now! My pics are back on Flickr but I do hope to update my page and rearrange a few things in the near future. Maybe I'll have some back on eBay soon too! AND.... some sets will be on Etsy this week too!

Since I haven't had a lot of spare time to update this thing why don't ya just follow me on twitter??? Seems like I'm able to add a sentence of my goings on here and there! www.twitter.com/firamarina

Have a fun weekend!!!!!!!!! I'll try to add more soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

It's been a LOOOONG time huh? AND.. thoughts!

2009-06-05T09:59:00.005-05:00

Hello!

How are you? Remember me? Yes... it's been a while. This time longer than usual. I haven't been chatty at all. Not one bit! I have no excuses except for the fact I wanted to get caught up on some things around the house and focus on new designs since I'm bored with a few things. I get bored way too easy and when I do my mind runs nonstop and I don't talk... or type much! What can I do next? What can I come up with? At least I can say I'm lucky in that area! I can always come up with new color combinations and although I'm revisiting some of my old styles, there's new designs and you can always see "me" in them!

I've been working on some focals again and I still haven't decided if I'll add them to eBay or not. I really like eBay but sometimes it's a little confusing... in more ways than one. In my opinion... notice I said in my opinion......there are some categories on eBay that are full of people that want to try to make something like someone else if they see someone making a substantial amount of money.... on anything. You can say well, look at everything... the auto industry...electronics.... clothes.... and so on. That's life! Yeah well... I know...so what! BUT... art? Something that is called "art?" The whole thing is weird to me. My husband and I have had this topic come up a million times. Who defines art? Can you define art? No... not really but I have my OPINION of it! If it doesn't come from your inspiration or your imagination it's NOT art!!! There... I said it... my opinion! It's not. If you look at a book and it tells you how to make something and you make it... good or not... it's a copy... or it's your interpretation of what you've just tried to replicate. It didn't come FROM you!!! If you do anything and don't add the YOU to it.... it's anything but art in my opinion. It's pretty mindless.... anyone can look at something and with enough practice do that same thing. It may be easier for some than others but an original design or idea it's not... it's anything but!!! Back to the eBay thing. You can tell when someone puts out an ebook because it's flooded with the designs. That's good for those that want to learn a technique and I understand that. BUT.... to not put your own spin on something? Again... there's no wrong or right... it's just weird to me. It's robotic and I'd be doing something else if all I could do was reproduce ... or try to reproduce something! I guess if you're proud of it... that's great! Hopefully you just learned how to do something you can incorporate into your own ideas. BUT seriously...the whole bit of... "Hey... look... I just made what so and so made!!!" Congratulations!!! And you're going to try to sell it??? Seriously??? You're not going to try and put a little of YOU in it first??? Nope!!! They aren't! That's the part that baffles me. Somethings just aren't meant to be understood I guess. How can you truly understand things that aren't in your nature... or character? We can try.... but what's the point? I just don't get it... and I think it's probably better that way. Everyone has something that annoys them.... I just so happen to voice my opinion of such things. AND this is not just eBay I'm talking about... it happens everywhere... it just seems to run rampant on there.

So anyway.... back to the focals. I removed my focal gallery from my Flickr page for now.... well, not really... if you're on my friends contact list on Flickr you can still see them. I'm going to try and revamp one section at a time... if I can find the time. If not... I'll put them back soon. I will have at least the new focals visible soon though.

I'll have some new sets I hope to list tonight and some Silver Linings to add tomorrow night. It's such a beautiful day here today! A rare treat for Louisiana this time of year! Such a nice day for photos!!! Speaking of photos I have a few things to do before I get started with that so I better wrap it up! Ill be having some sort of giveaway soon. I'll be thinking about that over the next few days so I'll let you know soon!

Have a very beautiful weekend... be happy... be safe... and have fun!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Does this count?

2009-05-19T22:49:00.004-05:00

Hello! I hope you're off to a great week! I don't have a lot new to chat about right now so I figured I'd at least say hi or something! No... I take that back! I do have a lot to chat about but every time I get a chance to sign on and update my blog I'm too tired to type much. I wish I was better at updating this thing. It is in my list of "things to do" so at least I'm working toward something. AND... I did say I would have more listings on eBay.... and I do! AND.... I have even more to add a few nights this week! See.... we're trying! ; )

I'm also trying to get in better shape. I'm a petite person and even though I've never been over weight... so to speak.. I've been out of shape! By out of shape I mean I feel kind of like there are parts of me that a need a little toning up... or toning down! Matt and I both don't watch much TV but we do watch Survivor and American Idol... of all things to watch but hey.... I love them!!! They keep me entertained! Here's the bad part.... in my past life, when I was in the mortgage business and lived in Bend, Oregon for a while, my husband and I started getting a pint of Ben & Jerry's ice cream every week to eat while watching American Idol. Well, a few years later and the tradition is still going strong! Needless to say.... I always have to "cut back" after the show ends each year! In Bend I gained 10 pounds!!! That's a lot for someone that was barely 100 pounds!!! I didn't gain that much this year because back then we ate about 3 or 4 pints a week... it was way deeper than American Idol! LOL! Sad... I know!!! This year it's only been about 1 pint every week or so! Well..... for someone that doesn't have an addictive personality it seems like some foods are about as close as I get!!! Anyway... that's my fun from now on.... lots of exercise to get rid of the gluttony! BUT... exercise is good for you so it's well worth it!!!

Now I need to get some sleep! I have an early day tomorrow. Beads to make and string... photos to take... shipping to do...listings... you get the picture! I can tell I'm getting older too... I'm starting to wake up earlier no matter what time I go to bed. Sucks for me because I like to read in bed or do a few Sudoku puzzles at night. I like to do that until at least midnight or so. It helps me relax and forget about all I have to do the next day.

Okay... sweet dreams! Thanks for checking in!!! Have a lovely rest of the week!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Almost there....

2009-05-14T22:05:00.004-05:00

Hi!

I hope you're doing well! I've been great! I spent most of this week trying to catch up on a few things! If there is such a thing! The listings on eBay are finally coming along nicely.... knocking on wood! Some fantastic new Silver Linings and bead sets! I really haven't had that many listings on eBay over the past month or two due to many things. So much has been going on this year! Maybe things are getting back to normal??? I'm still behind on emails but since I think I stay that way... what's new? BUT... I do always answer questions first so no worries there! ; )

I'll have more bead news soon.... other ramblings too.

I'm so sleepy I think I'm going to go lay around and read a while before bed. I was going to add a bit more to my post tonight but realized I'm way too lazy this evening! I'll add more soon... seriously!

Have a most superb weekend!!!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

A little hello & Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T10:16:00.003-05:00

Hi everyone!

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there! Happy Sunday to everyone else! I hope you have a joyful day!

I would like to say thanks for all of the kind emails I've received over the past week. Thanks for checking in on me... sending me well wishes and lifting my spirits! You're the best!!!

I'm doing good! Staying busy! Trying to catch up on some listings for eBay and add a few new things to my Etsy shop! I just listed some and hope to have more Silver Linings Tuesday! Maybe if the weather cooperates I'll be able to get more photos this week and have more sets...focals... and Shades On Shapes! We'll see! ; )

BUT... I think it's time for a giveaway! I've got something good in mind so make sure you're on my mailing list! I'll try to get together a newsletter here shortly! If you'd like to be included just email me rebecca@firamarina.com

Okay... I wanted to check in and say hello! I have a lot to do before I head on over to my aunt's house for a Mother's Day feast!

Have a great day! Hope to hear from you soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

My Grandmother... aka Mamaw

2009-05-05T15:22:00.006-05:00

Hi there!

I'm back from Mississippi. We got in last night and I still feel extremely sleepy, confused, sad, and so many other things! I was dreading the funeral itself and thought when that was in the past the worst part would be behind me. Little did I know everything so was hurried with the long trip and rushing around, nothing was really sinking in... or felt real. It all hit me so much more when I returned home. Last night was probably the worst night for me. The feeling of it "being real." The scary feeling of not seeing her again or talking to her. My grandmother was everything to me. She was the sweet.. happy... loving grandmother (mamaw I called her) every little girl should have. She adored me... always took me to get snow cones, never tired of my endless questions, showered me with love and kisses, and was there for me through many good and bad times. As I grew older and faced many of the crappy teenage stuff everyone goes through... she was there. When I became an adult and also dealt with many new and not so pleasant life experiences it was her I could call.... or drive to and see (when I lived in New Orleans) for that ever so sweet smile and always perfect solution. She always said the right thing... even if I didn't want to hear it. She always listened until I was finished talking.... which in itself says a lot with how much I can rattle on.... but no matter what... she was there.

She wasn't the same over the past few years. They said she had Alzheimer's but she always knew who I was and was able to carry on a conversation with me up until the last time I saw her in November. She remembered Matt too and spoke to him in the same sweet voice she always did. I spoke to her on the phone briefly this past Christmas and she even remembered to ask about my beads. Her health kept deteriorating much worse after that and we all knew it wouldn't be much longer. She could hardly speak to anyone in person let alone talk on the phone. I didn't want her to stay in this world and suffer and I know she is in a better place BUT oh how I miss her! How I wish I had more answers. In all honesty, I'm not a religious person. I know there are some reading this now that know me well thinking I shouldn't add that bit of info to my blog. BUT... so what! I'm not! You could say I'm more spiritual but I'll spare you from that since the "not religious but spiritual" bit is so overdone these days! I do hope though that I will see her again... somehow... somewhere. She said I would... and always... for good reason...I believe her! So whatever life after death there is or isn't, I hope I'm there with her.

My aunt gave me her old jewelry/music box along with several things in it. Funny how I remember most every little piece and every thing about it. A few of the pieces are very dear to me.... I'm wearing them now and they make me feel so close to her. A vintage winding watch I always remember her wearing when I was a child...that still works... and a small antique "Amulet of Faith" I always loved so much too. It has a real mustard seed laying on a gold bezel with mother of pearl inlay encased in a dome of glass. Inscribed on the back is "If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed... nothing shall be impossible unto you." Matt 17-20. My mamaw was a religious person with more faith than anyone I've ever known. Not just faith in God but faith in general. I will still seek out "her" faith when I feel I need it most. It was her faith and gentle ways that have always guided me the most in my life. I feel I am a better... stronger...and kinder person because of her. In time I know her passing will get a little easier and I know that time is what it will take. She will always be with me in my heart though... and that will never fade.

For now.... to cope with this, I am going to immerse myself with color! When I'm sad I don't resort to pills... booze.. or other things people use to escape, I use colorful things! So look for lots of vibrant colors... soft pinks.... and many other things that are bright, happy, and cheerful! My mamaw loved all colors too! I hope to have new beads to list tomorrow. I added one set to Etsy today that I wasn't able to post before I left. Oh... my Etsy shop is now open again!!! Art Fire too! eBay is sparse for now but there are some really pretty Silver Linings in there so take a peek! Links are to the top left of the page! More beads coming soon....

I have to run. I'm going to eat and then lay down! Should I mention not much ever seems to affect my appetite so of course I'm hungry again!!!

Thanks a bunch for your kind comments and lovely emails! HUGS to you!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Loss for words.....

2009-05-01T23:21:00.003-05:00

Hello!

For once I don't know where to start. I've been dreading this post for the fear of "letting it all out." Lucky for me I don't have the time right now. My grandmother passed away last night. You can always think you are prepared for something or you may know someone is "in a better place" but does it really make it easier? I feel as if I'm on an emotional roller coaster right now. I'm not good with this sort of thing. Who is though??? I feel so many things right now... most of all sadness... grief.... uncertainties... and the list goes on. BUT.... I know I'll be okay. I just miss her so much!

I really only signed on to let you know that I'll be out of town for a few days. We're going to southern Mississippi and will be back late Monday night. I closed my Etsy and Art Fire shop until I return. We have listings scheduled to go on eBay tomorrow night... I think! We also have auctions ending Sunday night. No worries with that please. I'll ship everything on Tuesday morning when I return.

We have lots to do before we leave so I better wrap this up! I do see a bright side (only one) to this though. I will be able to see loved ones I haven't seen in ages. Why do we always wait for something like this to happen before everyone gets together again? I know... I know.... again... it's just sad... life is busy.... unpredictable..etc. SO....give everyone you love a hug.... don't sweat the small stuff.... AND smile and laugh often. Life is good! Be thankful for those you love and those that love you!

Thanks for checking in and I'll write more soon....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Just a hello and a little more......

2009-04-27T16:37:00.004-05:00

Hi everyone!

I hope you're off to a great week and life finds you happy and well! Things have been busy as usual but now that I have a few things figured out (so I hope) maybe I'll be able to squeeze a little more free time in. Something I desperately need! AND produce more beads! My husband and I have been working on a way to free ourselves up more yet increase our inventory. Which is a good thing because I think we need to do both. I'll be honest... I've been a little down in the dumps lately. Feeling a little stagnant and uninspired by several things around me. I feel I've neglected some things that are dear to me and true to what I do by trying to change every time someone does something similar to me or every time I feel something is "slowing down." Most of you know I've had queen copycat on my ass for some time now. Obviously it's just a part of her life so I've learned to deal with it and this time I honestly feel like I'm over it. Sure it'll piss you off but how truly sad it must be to be her! That's all I have to say about it. As far as the "slowing down" bit goes. That's life! It's up and down.... no biggie! Life is generally good though!!! How would we know what good times were if we weren't familiar with the not so good times? The good times ARE way more enjoyable though! Don't ya wish you could pass on the other? ; )

AND.... you'll see a resurface of some of MY old designs and styles I get so many requests for! After all... they are and have always been from my head!!! I'll be offering new designs and styles too. More affordable beads. More colorful.. bright ... and happy beads too! I'll always try to squeeze in my most popular designs each week so keep checking eBay and Etsy. Art Fire from time to time too but it seems it's not a big hit yet as I have to send everyone over there myself so far. Anyone have any thoughts on Art Fire?

Well... I'm hungry! So I'm going to find something to eat! I must have had lunch too early today! ; )

Have a fantastic week and yes.... this time I will blog again soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Sometimes it takes a while....

2009-04-19T12:17:00.004-05:00

Hello!!!

Remember me? The person that rarely blogs? I'm here... seriously! I've been working on beads as usual... dealing with tax stuff... and working on a new line! Yep... really new! Very new! AND... not glass! Okay so I always have new glass designs but this is something WAY different. It's something I brought back to life... sort of. It's something I've always loved and this time I'm incorporating it into something you can wear. You'll see very soon! Matt is working on my frame for it now. It's been taking us a while to figure out how to get the pictures to come out right and all of those other not so fun things that go along with totally new stuff! BUT... I think it's about ready!!! I can't believe I've held it in this long. Usually I suck at keeping new things quiet! ; )

It's a bright and beautiful day here in Louisiana so after days of clouds and rain, I'll be able to get a few pictures. I have some sets ready. Some focals ready. AND... Matt's going to be taking pictures of the Silver Linings today. We have a busy day ahead of us so I better get back to work!!! The beads will be on Etsy... I think! AND... we have some Silver Linings ending on eBay tonight! Please check them out!

I just wanted to peep in and say HI!!! Have a lovely day! Thanks for checking in!!! I'll write more very soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Happy Day... Happy Easter!

2009-04-10T09:46:00.003-05:00

Hello everyone!!!

I'm trying to catch up on a few emails and many other things today. We had a bit of a scare last night. A tornado came through our area so we had to grab the animals and hang out in the closet for a while! Sounds kind of funny huh? LOL! Anyway... all is well here! It did touch down in our city and I'm not sure of the damage done yet but I do hope everyone was safe and well!

I'm hoping to get pictures of some of my new focals today! I have some new designs... sort of... and some of my classics! They'll be available through my Special Offers newsletter I'll be doing either today or tomorrow. Want to sign up for it? Email me and ask to be include! rebecca@firamarina.com

I'll have new Silver Linings to list on eBay this weekend! I have some listed right now so please take a look!!! More sets will be added to Etsy and Art Fire next week. I'm taking Sunday off to spend time with my family. I think it'll be the first day I've taken off in a LONG time!!! I'm going to try anyway! We'll see how it goes!!!

If you read my previous post about the winner of the bead giveaway, she did a nice little article on me in her blog! That was so sweet! Thanks Lisa! You can read it here... www.abeadaday.blogspot.com

Well, it's going to be a busy 2 days for me so I better get back to the beads!!!!

I'm wishing you a very happy day and a beautiful Easter weekend to you and your loved ones!!!

Thanks for checking in!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

The winner of the giveaway .....

2009-04-05T19:04:00.004-05:00

Hello!

I've been so busy I haven't had a chance to update my blog page and fill you in on the winner of the giveaway! The winner is Lisa C. of Ohio, USA!!! Congratulations Lisa!!! Your focal bead and Instant Pendant are on the way! You can find out more about her by visiting her blog page www.abeadaday.blogspot.com

A big thank you to everyone that entered!!!!!!!!!! I'll have another giveaway of some sort real soon! ; )

I need to get some shipping done amongst a few other things before I relax for the evening. I've been so sleepy this whole weekend! I can't wait to go lay on the couch for a bit! I feel like a sloth! No, I think they have a little more energy than I do right now. ; )

I'll check back in later! Have a wonderful week!!!!!!!!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A little update ...

2009-04-01T11:29:00.003-05:00

Hello!

A happy cheery day to all! ; )

I will be announcing the winner of the giveaway tomorrow. Not sure when tomorrow but I guess whenever I get back from running errands since that's what we'll be doing half the day! So... get your entries in... last chance!!! Read my previous post for more info! ; )

AND.... I have beads on Art Fire, Etsy, and eBay! Listings are a little slim on eBay BUT we'll have more charms to post tonight! Yesterday I made a set of beads I LOVE!!!!!!! After I get pictures today I'll be adding them somewhere... not sure where... it's between Art Fire and Etsy! So keep checking please! ; )

Anyway... I'm starved so hopefully Matt gets back with our lunch soon! Our grocery store run is way overdue so it's an unhealthy fast food day!!! Now I'm off to finish up a few things!

Have a beautiful day!!!!!!!!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Focal bead GIVEAWAY plus more stuff.....

2009-03-28T14:54:00.003-05:00

Hello!!!

A very happy weekend to you!!! Today is anything but the sunny spring-like day I hoped for. It's actually an odd day here in the deep south! It's like winter! Winter for here anyway! What??? It's almost April! That's unheard of in the south! Oh well..... I guess I shouldn't complain. I'll save that for a month from now when I'm whining about it being 90 degrees and humid. Trust me... you'll hear about it! ; )

Yes... you did read something about a bead giveaway!!! Since I'm trying to get a newsletter ready with my special offers of the week, I'm going to cut and paste the info from my previous newsletter. I'm sure it sounds a little confusing if you're not familiar with me or my beads that much but I have a regular newsletter I send out once in a blue moon.... actually about once a month. Then I have a special offers newsletter I send out with new beads and other stuff each week. If you want to sign up for the special offers just email me with the words "include me" in the subject line and you'll be added! So simple! ; )

Here's the giveaway scoop....

I took pictures of 2 focal beads which were in my opinion, kind of not so good! The beads are great!!! BUT... it was a partly cloudy day and the shadows made the beads look funny or maybe I just took a picture of them at a weird angle. Whatever it was, I have way too much to do to retake the pictures and send them up to my husband to edit them when we are both swamped! SO... that being said I thought hmmmm... I haven't had a giveaway in long time so maybe I wont have to worry with this and I'll let whoever wins pick the bead they want between the 2 really great beads with not so good pictures!!! AND.... It will come with one of my Instant Pendants!!! So... even if you don't make jewelry, it's ready to wear... just slide it on a chain, cord, ribbon, or whatever!!! Are you interested? Here's what you have to do.... send me an email with the words "ENTER ME" in the subject line... AND.... in the email please include your name and location. That's it! In about a week we'll have a good old fashioned drawing and the name pulled from the bag wins! Here's the beads you'll be choosing from if your name is drawn. It will be between Belly Dancer and Riptide. AND.... shipping is free to anywhere in the world!!! So hurry and enter!!! Email me here rebecca@firamarina.com ... thanks in advance for your entry! I can't respond to each of you but I really do thank you for taking an interest in my beads!!!!!!

Let's see.... bead news. I'll be sending out my special offers newsletter today with some really cool focals up for grabs! I have beads listed in my Art Fire shop! We have our Silver Linings listed on eBay right now. The auctions end tomorrow so please bid if you want one! We'll be adding more Silver Linings hopefully Tuesday night. I have Instant Pendants I just listed on eBay and will be listing them in my Art Fire shop real soon too...either tonight or tomorrow. AND... they will be offered at a lower price on Art Fire! Since my costs are lower on there, yours will be too! I have one lone set left in my Etsy shop! Please take a look! I'll be adding new sets to both shops next week sometime! Did you know you don't have to sign up with Art Fire to buy my beads? Just go to my link on the left of this page, if you see something you like, check out! It's really easy now! I think I'm going to love Art Fire! ; )

Okay... whenever my really busy husband gets the pictures to me I'll be sending out my newsletter. I'll add the pictures to my flickr page first so keep checking! ; )

Have a beautiful day my friends!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Wishes.... and Good Luck!!!!!!!!!!!

Rebecca : )

Another quick update....

2009-03-25T10:47:00.005-05:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're having a happy Wednesday so far!

A few weeks ago someone sent me an email about a site called "Twitter." Yeah... I know... I'm slow with this web stuff sometimes! It's been around for a while... I guess! I just signed up for it about 2 days ago and it seems like it's going to be something that's perfect for me! In case you're like I was and have no clue what it is, it's a site that asks "what you're doing now" that's it! AND... you can only answer in so many words. I still have a lot to learn about it and somehow find out about the "follower" stuff more. BUT.... I can stay signed in and keep everyone updated each day by just typing a quick sentence here and there!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!! A dream come true for those of us super busy folks!!! So please.... follow me there www.twitter.com/firamarina ... it's easy!!! Besides... I'd like to know what you're up to as well! ; )

I'll have more sets to add to Etsy today! I hope you'll check them out! Okay... I'm off to do a few very quick emails then it's back to beads!

Have a beautiful day!!!!!!!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Spring is in the air....

2009-03-20T10:17:00.003-05:00

Hi!

I hope you're all having a beautiful day! It's lovely here today! Very spring-like with crystal clear skies and mildly warm temps! Dry air too... no humidity! I know that's just around the corner but I'll pretend I'm back in California today since this is how the weather is there most days during the spring and summer. I really miss it there..... as if you didn't know! BUT... no complaining today... not on a day as beautiful as this... not when I feel so happy! It's days like this that make you feel anything is possible! Just as spring is a time of rebirth, I feel like life can be that way too. So..... that's what I'm trying to do with this ever so pleasant welcome to the season.... enjoy life and welcome the new!!!

With those thoughts in mind I'm not going to push myself so much with what I haven't had time to do... or get to... or try... or accomplish. As long as I know I'm doing the best I can, what more can I ask for? From now on I'm not going to say when I'll have this thing done or that thing done or what's coming or what I'm trying to do. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and let you know when it IS done... when I actually have it finished and when it's available. So... with all that said...... I do have beads made to list on our website but we haven't had a chance to build the web page. So... without a page for them... and all the shopping cart stuff.... we can't offer them yet. So...... we'll have it up and running when we can and in the meantime we'll have to decide where to offer them. Decisions.....decisions!!! ; )

Hmmmm what else? A lot actually but I have a Special Offers newsletter to get ready so I need to focus on that so I can make beads. I'll be offering several really cool focals!!!!! Want to sign up for it? Send me an email (rebecca@firamarina.com) with the words "Include Me" in the subject line... that's it!

We've had a pretty eventful week with celebrations so I guess it's just been a good week in general. We had a Saint Patrick's Day dinner at our house over the weekend. That's something we've been doing for about 6 years now. I have a little bit of Irish blood in me.... along with English, German, Scottish, Cherokee, and Choctaw Indian... I'm such a mutt! My husband is at least 25% Irish and the Saint Patrick's Day stuff is really popular where he's from (Chicago.) So since he's always missed the traditions from back home we decided to make it a part of our lives here by having a big dinner with family at our house. I'll try to add some pictures on my flickr page soon but I have to get bead pictures ready first! AND then we celebrated our 10 year anniversary. Well, it's our "other" anniversary. Kind of like the official day we got together. I wont go into the details of that... I'd be here typing for a while and even though I blab a lot of my not so private life online, I'll keep some of it to myself. : )

So.... it's been busy... but in a good way! NOW though... I have to focus on beads!!! So... I have some listed on eBay... in my Etsy shop.... and on Art fire!!! Check them out please!!! More coming soon!

Have a fantastic day and a wonderful weekend!!!

Best Wishes... thank for checking in!!!

Rebecca : )

Beads.... life....and stuff

2009-03-12T10:36:00.007-05:00

Hello!

Sometimes time goes by so quickly and I realize there's something I haven't done. Like update my blog page. Once again.... here it sits... and sits without a new entry. I really do like to keep everyone updated on what's going on with the beads, where they're at... etc... etc. BUT... it's been kind of a weird start to the year. My to-do list seems to change almost daily and gets longer. Things pop up out of nowhere and I'm always left feeling like some things are left unaccomplished and some things have to wait and somethings will get done later or maybe WAY later. I always look at my life to see how I can simplify things or when I'll have more time for things I want to do... or try... or change. Lately though, I haven't been able to come up with any answers. There's so many things I want to do but I feel overwhelmed with the things I need or have to do. For one, this big old house always stays in the back of my mind. If you read my blog regularly you know the story behind it and I wont ramble on about it any further. It's just something that needs a lot of little and big things done constantly! Having an old house is wonderful... living in the historic district is heavenly... BUT sometimes I wish it was a little smaller... a little less work... a little easier to clean... a little less everything!!! I guess there's just so much I want to do with it but little time to get it all done. AND... it would cost a small fortune to do it all!

THEN there's this .... if I want to leave in a few years, what's the point? We want to move out west someday... again, most of you already know this! So what am I worried about anyway? I worry about things needlessly... really I do. I think of things that may never happen and always wish for things and look to things that are in the distant future. I like to have hopes and dreams and try to keep them alive the best I can... I guess. I find it boring to think this is it... this is how life is... I'm going to be stuck living in an area I don't care for. BUT.... I really do want to make the best of it so that's why I want to do some things to the house.... and our yard... our surrounds... etc. But.... then there's this too.....

I want our business to grow and develop into other things as well. Again, call it what you want, yes... it's art... BUT it's our business! It's how we support ourselves! We are very fortunate for this and count our lucky stars everyday to be able to make a living from it!!! As with everything though... it needs to grow and change. AND... I have many thoughts on how to do that and I'd like to think that with each day that passes we're one step closer. I just need to clone myself!!! Just kidding!!!

Anyway.... do I need to mention that I doubt I'll ever be completely caught up on emails? Please know.... I appreciate you taking the time to say hello.... or send me a nice compliment... or just saying hi. I really appreciate it and your emails always make me happy!!! So thank you!!! AND... thanks for understanding I can't stay glued to my email by sending out a response every time... even though I'd like to, nothing would ever get done or be made if I did. : )

Bead news.... I have new focals made... they will first be available through my Special Offers newsletter this afternoon. If you haven't signed up and would like to be included in my weekly offers, just email me with the words "include me" in the subject line. That's all you have to do! rebecca@firamarina.com

Oh yeah... since you're all familiar with that fact we take our pictures outdoors, it's going to be raining here for the next several days. This means... we will not have our Silver Linings listed this Sunday night on eBay as planned so look for them next week. BUT... we do have some listed now and new ones were added last night. I also have a few sets ending tonight so please take a look at them too! Again... new sets will be added next week!

Okay...I have lots of work to do now. Matt's getting my pictures cropped and ready for the focals so I'll have them on my flickr page later today. Thanks for checking in!!!

Have a lovely day and a great rest of the week!!! Oh yeah.... don't forget to take the poll on the top left side of the page! Your input is always greatly appreciated! Thanks!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A very quick update....

2009-03-03T21:49:00.002-06:00

Hi!

Can you believe it? 3 posts in one week so far? I sent out my special offers newsletter today saying we would have some Silver Linings listed on eBay tonight. WELL.... I listed a few BUT there are 3 more waiting to be listed tomorrow night so I hope you'll keep checking! Today was busy and time really got away from us!

AND.... Please... take a minute to answer the poll to the left of the page! Thanks a bunch!!!

Okay...I'm shutting the computer off for the night and going to read before bed!

Sweet dreams!!!!!!! I'll write more soon!

Rebecca : )

A new week....

2009-03-02T21:22:00.003-06:00

Hello there!

Today went rather well! I got many things accomplished! Woo Hoo! I listed some sets and focals on eBay. Please take a look... the auctions are for 3 days only! I have a few things in my Etsy shop and even one lone focal in my Art Fire shop! Does anyone shop there much? I'm starting to wonder about it because I see the same stuff on there over and over. I know it's new, but as some of you know I have little patience... so I'm trying to see what happens with it. I was going to wait and add my beads to it once they got the search stuff straight but figured I should put at least one thing in my new shop. As of now it just randomly adds the same items to the front of the list... or so it seems anyway. Once you post your item it's kind of lost in space. There is no way to search newly listed items at all. I don't know about you, but I don't want to have to search through all the same stuff over and over again just to get to the new items I haven't seen. I sent them a letter about this a few weeks ago and they said it was in the works. I hope so!

Anyway, I didn't want to type much tonight because I'm very sleepy and have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. BUT I wanted to let you know I will have more of my Silver Linings on eBay tomorrow night. My previous post explains why I'm so behind on everything. Hopefully we'll be caught up soon! I'll have a special offers newsletter in a day or two also! AND... many other things in the works!

Well, I'm off to bed so I hope you have a fabulous week!!! I'll write more soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

What a week....

2009-02-28T10:08:00.006-06:00

Hello....

It's been a not so great week. My uncle passed away after a year long battle with cancer. He was in and out of the hospital for some time now and when my parents called us Monday afternoon and said the doctor had to put him on a respirator, we knew he didn't have much time left. Just after I sent out my newsletter that day we found out and immediately went to the hospital to be with my family. We were up there for about 5 hours and knew his time was short once he was removed from the respirator and all the other tubes and medical devices that were keep him alive. We went in to say our goodbyes as my mother and aunts stayed by his side. We thought it would be best if we left and went to my grandparents house to be with them. They are in their late 80's and although in fairly good health, it was too much for them to be at a hospital all day since my grandmother has a hard time getting around. So, we went to their house and waited for the rest of the family to return. When they did arrive a few hours later, they informed us my uncle had passed away. Of course my grandparents took it really hard, especially my grandfather. Even though they knew how serious his condition was... and had been.... can you ever really prepare yourself with death? Can you really easily come to grips with the fact that person is no longer in your life and you'll never see them smile again or hear their voice? A photograph or memory can't come close to actually being there with the person and hugging them or laughing with them. So.... how do you get through stuff like this? I'm guessing time? Really? Seriously? Who knows? Not I! I can't say I was close to him. I wasn't. He was a rather private person and one that I never got to know real well. I was around him at every holiday, birthday, family dinner, etc..... but that's it. A hug... a brief conversation... and that's it! I am close to his daughter (my cousin) though and can't imagine the pain she is in. It breaks my heart for the pain my grandparents are in right now and I worry about how this... OR if this could affect their health. Of course I am sad for everyone in my family right now and the funeral Thursday was a terribly hard day for everyone. As I know it is for everyone that deals with the loss of a loved one in general. I don't have any answers for any of this though. I have lost people I loved and cared about, both friends and family BUT.... never someone I was extremely close to. AND... to be honest with you.... I don't think I would handle it well at all. I still have both of my grandmothers.... my grandfather.... and parents. My dad's father passed away before I was born AND.... I always think of him. A person I never knew! A person I hear I'm a lot like! I always think of how nice it would be to have heard his voice... even once. To have seen him smile.... even once.... to watch the way he moves.... just once. Those are things I'll never know BUT how does one deal with the loss of someone close? I usually have an answer... or at least an idea of how to handle most situations.... or I can always figure something out. This one thing though that everyone must go through... and experience.... has always been something that I have no answers for. Something that scares the hell out of me because I'm so afraid of the day that I no longer have one of those people in my life that I love more than anything.

I'll continue this topic a bit more some other time. I have so much more to add. AND, now you know my biggest fear. Other than rats! I had to add something sort of funny to lighten the mood. It's true.... rats scare the hell out of me! They are so creepy! That's actually a phobia I have. Yes..... it's a stupid phobia! Of all things! I can't even look at them without feeling somewhat faint! Laugh if you want! I'm sure it sounds ridiculous! ; )

Oh yeah.... beads! If ever I've been behind it's now. This week I didn't make very many nor do we have listings ready for tomorrow night. The charms aka Silver Linings will be added Tuesday night. BUT.... I do have some listed on eBay right now! It also doesn't help that it's been cloudy most of the week. The sets I do have made are waiting for pictures. So I'm really hoping the sun breaks soon and I can get a few sets listed in my Etsy shop. I'm almost positive they will be added by tomorrow afternoon since the forecast calls for a clear day!

Anyway..... I'll have everything ready as soon as I can. I have a very busy week ahead and I really hope to be able to start adding beads to our website soon! Even though that has been pushed back a little now. I better run..... I'll keep you posted on the beads! I'll probably have a special offers newsletter early next week with bead offers. This past week got messed up so I'll be listing some of my focals on Etsy or Artfire soon... I think! Just keep checking please!

I'll make sure to update my blog soon! In a few days!!!

Thank you for checking in!!!!!!! Did you answer the poll to the left? If not, please do!!! Thanks! I'll have a new poll real soon too!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A few changes and other stuff....

2009-02-22T13:31:00.005-06:00

Hello!

Is it spring yet? I wish it would hurry! It's a beautiful day here today but it's still a little too chilly for me! I'm ready for the 70's! My favorite temps! Maybe I should just move to San Diego. The more I think about it I don't like extreme anything.... it could be the perfect place! Only I kind of want to move where it's a little less populated! ; )

Could you take a minute... please... and answer the poll on the top left side of the page? THANKS..... I sure do appreciate it!

Hmmmm..... I'm so busy. What's new right? I really need to get a lot of stuff done today. I think a top priority (other than eBay listings tonight) should be to get my house somewhat cleaned up! It's been a while. We keep it straightened up for the most part but it needs a good sweeping...dusting...vacuuming.... you get the picture! It's something I always put off doing because I don't like it one bit! Who does though?

Now for bead info! Within the week... I hope so anyway.... we should have beads available to purchase on our website! Yes... I know it's not updated! One day we'll get to that BUT... in the meantime... Matt will be making a page to add new items each week. To start, we'll be offering our Complements (unlined bead sets that will fit Trollbeads) and our Allures. Those are ready to wear dangles.... or pendants. Most of mine will be pendants that will slide on to most any chain, cord, or ribbon. An instant necklace! I'll let you know when they're available!

Other changes..... we'll be adding our Silver Linings to eBay only once a week now. Hopefully each Sunday night. I'll have sets listed throughout the week though so please keep checking!

I'll be adding more sets to Etsy each week! It seems that's where most of you like to shop so thanks for letting me know! See the polls do help... they're meant to make you happy! The majority wins! ; )

Now I have to go do the housework I'm dreading. I'll have more focals available through my special offers newsletter tomorrow. If you'd like to sign up please email me with the words "include me" in the subject line! rebecca@firamarina.com

Have a lovely day... a beautiful week... and I hope to hear from you soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Just an update with a little rambling...

2009-02-15T12:04:00.006-06:00

Hello!

I hope you had a nice Valentine's Day! We had a good day yesterday. We spent the day together... as we usually do... went to dinner.... and visited family. Most everyone in my family is sick or has been sick so we just dropped by a few gifts since we didn't want to catch that nasty stuff they have that leaves you feeling like crap for over 2 weeks! I can't imagine having a coughing spell and trying to make beads. Can you guess what they would look like? The designs would be all over the place! Kind of like when I first tried to make beads! Actually I picked it up pretty quickly but if you look in my old gallery of photos on my website (that's in MAJOR need of an update) you'll see some that certainly look a little bit like a newbie did them! ; )

Anyway.... we ended up going over to my aunt and uncle's house last night and playing a few games of darts with them. They relocated here from St Louis last summer to be closer to my grandparents and bought a brand new house on the outskirts of town. My uncle has turned half of the garage into a game room with a dart board and a really great new pool table. None of which I know how to play. Okay... laugh! I'm learning to play darts! I guess I should say I'm learning to hit the board! I didn't do too bad for a first time I guess! But hey.... even growing up, I was a girl! I mean a girly girl! Duh... you already know I'm a female but I mean me and anything to do with sports or things that seemed real boyish didn't appeal to me! I didn't play with dolls though... never liked them much! Except Barbie! Now THAT was my favorite! All the great cars and houses and clothes galore was a must for me! I LOVED Barbie! Stuffed animals like Snoopy were really great too... he was my best pal! BUT... shopping... now there was a sport of choice for me! No softball for this gal... that was boy stuff! I didn't want to do anything like that! I still don't! I do like badminton... that's fun! I love bocce ball! So maybe there's room for a few more things.... like darts! We'll see anyway! It's fun just to try! Besides... as far as hobbies go I like to make things and work with my hands.... and do puzzles... all kinds of puzzles... word puzzles... jigsaw... Sudoku... and so on! I was worried about glass at first because I kept thinking "Oh no... what if I try to touch it.... I need to mold something or shape things with my hands." Just so you know, I always sculpted stuff with clay before. Then my husband brilliantly replies "Well, it would only happened once." LOL! So true... AND I'm happy to say I've never tried to touch molten glass! I'm knocking on wood as I say this but the worst thing that's happened to me so far was a piece of hot glass shot off my rod and landed on my pajama pants only to burn a hole in them and the seat of the chair when I quickly got up. I'm aware I should have something in my lap BUT I live in Louisiana... summers are too hot for that here! All this protection stuff has it's good points for sure but I'm thinking the ones that come up with the "safety guidelines" all live in the Northwest! ; )

Okay... lets see.... the bead world! I have charms listed on eBay that are ending tonight. I have more to add tonight too. I do have changes coming! Some of those will be announced later today to the ones that receive my "Special Offers" newsletter. I usually share things with them first but I'll fill you in soon. You can always subscribe to my newsletter by emailing me rebecca@firamarina.com and asking to be included! It's that simple!

This whole ordeal with the sucky economy has me and everyone else bummed out! Especially for our pocketbooks! I do hope to have some beads with lower prices coming up real soon. Simpler designs of course.... but classy and unique none the less!

Thanks to those of you that are taking my weekly poll (located at the top right of the page) it is helping me get a better idea of you want so thanks for sharing! Please keep coming back and voting!!! Did you vote on the current one? If not... please do so!!!!!!!! According to the last poll it seems more people want to see my beads on Etsy... my website... and eBay! OKAY!!! I hear ya!!! It's in the works!!! ; )

Well, I have to get my newsletter ready and work on many other things today so I'll check back soon!

Have a great day!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Changes.... a story of "happy"ness ...and new stuff to come

2009-02-07T13:05:00.006-06:00

Hello!

Before I start please look to the left and take a minute to take the poll I have going on right now! It helps me get a better idea of what you want! ; )

Again... it's been a while! When I go through my "quiet" mode I don't blog much... talk on the phone much (don't do that anyway)..... or do much of anything but stay in my head. Oh... and play Sudoku in my spare time. Sometimes it takes a while to pick something up but now that I have I can't wait until I get in bed at night to do a puzzle before going to sleep. That seems to be the only time I have for my new addiction!

So anyway.... since I'm not very good at keeping my blog up and Matt (my husband) is an awesome writer.... I better say that's my opinion or he'll say "No one else may think that... don't put that in there." He's very humble! BUT... he is! He writes all of the descriptions on the Silver Linings charms. You didn't think I'd have time for that did you? I can barely keep up with my email! I just tell him what I think of the bead or what inspired me to make it or why I did what I did to it and he takes it from there. Of course I tell him the colors I used and stuff like that but he does the entire listing otherwise. I do the "brief" descriptions for everything else though. My head is already thinking about the next creations to elaborate too much. Hey... at least I'm aware of these things! ; )

I opened a new Art Fire shop! Right now it doesn't have a thing in it though! I'll let you know when I add something! I'll be working on a new affordable line real soon! Some ready to wear stuff too!

Okay.... as always I'm busy. I have to get some focals ready for those that receive my Special Offers newsletter. You don't receive it but want to you say? Email me rebecca@firamarina.com with the words "include me" in the subject line and I'll sign you up! Pretty simple huh? Anyway... I just wanted to take a minute to say hi! From now on, I'll be updating my blog and my husband will be helping me on occasion! If I don't have time he may have a story or fill you in on the Fira Marina goings on! After all Fira Marina is half him too!!!

Here's his story...... I love it... it's about our yesterday... aka Friday!

What turns your “happy”ness on?

What makes a bright spot where things have been dull and gives you a smile and some laughs… keep the change!

It’s winter and, although we live in a mild climate, very cold nights and cloudier days add up when they make up the majority of days in the passing weeks.

So, we’ve been somewhat closed in with plenty to busy ourselves with and just a wee bit of anxiety about the opportunity to photograph and offer the results. Yesterday the sun dominated a crystal clear blue sky and the winds offered a dry breeziness… but TODAY… TODAY! Today saw 70 degrees of clean, clear, sunny warmth and some fluffy white clouds that chose to keep a move on with the continuing breezes.

And the point was, “What turns your “happy”ness on?”

It’s different for everyone, right? Although there’s happiness in every day, some days make for a greater “happy”ness. Today was one of them…

It starts when Bill (aka “Dad”… as Rebecca’s father puts it) shows up with something good to deliver and, although he’s been sick and feeling pretty bad, he got himself out of the house to enjoy this little break in the weather. It lasts through a short conversation on the porch that makes you feel good because he tells you how much he loves the write-up on the Neverland Silver Linings charm and he encourages you to write more and more often and more things and leaves you with inspiration and more dreams… keep the change! (he didn’t say that “keep the change” part… that’s just a cheesy little phrase that felt appropriate in writing about today)

It builds when you go out for lunch to your favorite Indian cuisine restaurant where the owner has become more than just an acquaintance. The smile on his face, the good-humored jokes and the specifically personal service make it more than just “lunch”. His beautiful little daughter, her pigtails bobbing, runs over to show her daddy a drawing that she made for her doctor… where Guru (the restaurant owner and her daddy) just told you she’d be going at 2:00. She’s not particularly ill; her eyes are wide and brown and she just can’t contain her excitement to show the drawing she’s been working on. She can’t be distracted even as daddy tries to bring her attention to you… “I want you to say hello to pappa’s friend…” “This is pappa’s best friend…” She’s met us before! As she runs away, you feel good enough to hear someone call you their “best” friend, let alone to hear him explain the other term he used for you that, when Rebecca asks, he explains means something like “uncle” in his culture. Sure that’s “happy”ness… enough to drive you into conversation about it as you leave… how special we both felt!

And it just carries along with you as you go… driving with the sunroof open while Rebecca marvels at the warm air and rolling, puffy white clouds that she can see right out above her.

It’s the “happy”ness that keeps you joking like kindergarten playmates while you wait for someone at the bank to help you with your account. That someone turned out to be Heather… she’s got a Pug named “Joey” and she loves him so much. She doesn’t have any children yet but she and her husband plan to one day. Her mother-in-law hints about it a lot. “Do you get that, too?” She asks us because we’ve told her that we don’t have any either. We’ve got other fun, interesting and casual things to talk about while we take care of business. It’s Friday… and for them it’s ICEE day! Heather’s co-worker peeks in to signal that he’s off to get them and Heather says he’ll have to wait just a couple of minutes. “No… go ahead”, says Rebecca. “We’re fine… go ahead and get him your money now so you can get your ICEE.” “Oh, thanks!”, says Heather. “Would you like some ICEEs?” “No, thanks”, we reply, “but I’m sure it’s great for a nice day like this, right?”, I ask. “Yeah!” “I love ICEE Fridays!”, she says as she heads off with her check for $2.00 because she doesn’t have any cash on her. There’s a picture of Joey in a baseball hat and jersey on the piece of furniture behind Heather’s desk. “Joey was a baseball player that day”, I tell Rebecca… and she’s giggling about his wide-eyed look, wide-open mouth and tuxedo in his picture with Heather and her husband in front of their mantle. I’m curious enough to start looking at the laminated poster of debit card options on the desk in front of me and, after I joke about REALLY wanting the one with Batman on it, Rebecca wants me to guess which one she would pick. I missed the one with the tropical palm on the white sand beach and crystal clear, azure waters so I guessed the one with the field of sunflowers with a big one in the foreground where a butterfly has paused to rest. She missed THAT one! As it turns out, and even though we don’t need new ones, we end up ordering a couple that benefit children’s charities every time you use it. It doesn’t cost anything and the transition is seamless… same number, same pin and everything… just a change to something that makes a difference for others when you use it. How much “happy”ness is that?! Heather jokes about us fighting over the 1 free pen she’s put in our folder and we’re off… “Nice meeting you, Heather!”

Now, a day out is a day out and we always have to make the most of them by getting as much done at one time as possible. So, after a pit stop at the house, it’s off to the grocery store. That’s ALWAYS an adventure… I don’t really want to elaborate on the “too much fun” that we make while we’re there but it’ll suffice to say that I might only find more entertainment watching us on the security cameras (if they have them at the grocery store… I guess they probably do). I’m sure the change in perspective makes it look really hysterical. We run into Keith and he gets to meet Rebecca for the first time. The photo supply business he and his family ran had been in business here since 1938! Times change, though… they’ve now closed their final location and I tell Keith that I was just thinking about him when we drove by it in the strip across the street (right after we left the bank). Sure, it’s sad… but Keith has as happy a face and smile as he ever has and he’s got a new venture for himself that’s right up his alley! “Good luck, Keith!”… and a few minutes later he comments on how funny it is to run into someone in the grocery store because you then continually pass each other in the following aisles like we did him about three more times. As we shop, Rebecca’s trying to keep me in line because we made an agreement to be frugal on this trip. She’s catching some of Oprah’s show while she’s at the torch and they’ve been geared toward smart spending during this “economy”. If we’re going to afford things we want, we’ll be smart about how we spend on what we need… “only what we need”, says Rebecca. “We need to be careful not to buy food that’s going to go to waste.” That’s honorable in any economy! I’m the designated “tally man” so I’m trying to keep the addition in my head as we go. We’re heading back for one more thing on our way out when we see the neighbor’s boy, Patrick, shopping with one of those baskets that you carry. Patrick’s young… maybe 12 or 13… and, although we see him outside, we haven’t been up close recently. Rebecca asks him how he’s gotten “so tall all of a sudden!” Meanwhile, I’m checking in his basket to see what he’s eating on his way up… I’ve still got head and shoulders on him, though. And what am I eating? Well, Rebecca tells Ty that all of the chocolate is MINE!! (Ty’s the bagger that came and kicked me off duty because I always try to bag my own) Ty asked, though, because apparently it looked like a lot to her. I told her that it wasn’t ALL mine… Rebecca! “It’s a whole week’s worth!” (and, after all, it fit in the budget). Ty said she knew it was mine and I asked, “How?” “Why?!” “Because you’re the guy”, she replied. “Because I’m the guy? What? It’s just us guys that eat the chocolate?” “Yup!”, she says. Now, Jeremy (another bagger there at the store), had come over to help in the midst of the volley and I figured I’d drag the poor kid into it… on MY side… ya know?! “Jeremy”, I said as I looked at his name tag, “do you eat a lot of chocolate?” Jeremy seemed kind of shy and he had braces (sometimes they’re not the most outspoken during that) but it didn’t stop his quick reply of “Oh yeah!” You’ve imagined right about the fun and laughs that Ty and Rebecca had at that! The cashier even had to join in! I gave my disapproving “thanks a lot” comment to Jeremy and turned to Ty for some more elaboration. She said that we guys could eat all the chocolate we wanted and it didn’t matter. She eats just a little… a very little! “That’s a week’s worth!?” “That would last me about 2 years!” She says that she just eats a little crumb and she “blows up”. Now, Ty is a young girl… teens or early twenties at best… and she’s not at all heavy. So I come back with “so that’s what it is… this is just jealousy about gaining weight!” Rebecca’s quick to shoot a look our way and say “that’s not polite, Matt… you don’t talk about someone’s weight!” I’m not about to get painted badly on this one and I remind them all, in case they didn’t hear, that Ty just told me that she eats a little crumb of chocolate and she “blows up”! “Now… if she wasn’t talking about her weight herself then what did she mean by that?!” “You must mean your weight, right Ty?” “Unless you literally explode!” They’re all laughing now... the cashier, Rebecca, Jeremy and Ty herself, who has to concede to me and gives a warm goodbye to a good-humored little conversation. Jeremy’s leading us out with our cart when I notice that Patrick and his friend are checking out at the last register. I can tell that something’s not going as it should and I call out to ask if he’s short. Patrick is extraordinarily shy and tells me that he’s not but the cashier affirms that he is. Rebecca and I go over to pitch in a few dollars to help get them off to the junk food fest that it looks as though they’re inviting themselves to. “Have a fun weekend, Patrick”… “He’s so shy!” Rebecca knows. I get out the door and there’s Jeremy waiting for us with our cart. “Whatcha doin’, Jeremy?!” “Are you eating all my chocolate?!” He’s so shy… but he can’t help but laugh after he first gives a quite serious “No!” “Here, Jeremy… thanks a lot… your managers are back there”, I say as I discreetly slip him a dollar tip. They’re not supposed to accept them but, when they’re nice, we like to offer. It brings a little “happy”ness.

You can never have too much… and we found plenty today! We’re keeping the change. It’s been plenty enough to inspire me to follow through with writing more often. If this makes it to the blog, I’m apologizing to all of you and to Bill for being so long-winded. I can’t break that habit! But then, if you’ve read this far, I’m thanking you for being interested enough to do so. And I’m thanking Bill for the inspiration. Just a simple blog entry that I hope brings you plenty of “happy”ness… keep the change! Oh yeah… and… I love you, Rebecca! He's so sweet! ; )

Have a great weekend!!!!!!!!! Hope to hear from you soon!!! Oh.... don't forget to check out my eBay auctions!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

The winner of the giveaway....

2009-01-29T09:46:00.004-06:00

is..... Carol H. of Golden, Colorado!

Congratulations to Carol! Out of numerous entries she won the Valentine's Day heart and slider chain! Purple is her color of choice! My favorite!!! I think I own almost every shade of purple available in the glass world and it still isn't enough! ; )

Like I said in my other post.... and the post before that.... I'm not real chatty lately. My mind and creativity level is on overload... which is a good thing! BUT.... it's left me behind on emails and several other things. I have contented myself with the fact that I'm behind because when I have so many designs in mind I can't let it go. Trust me... it makes up for the days when I sit there clueless.

I have more sets to list on eBay as soon as I can get pictures. We'll be listing our charms hopefully tomorrow night.... as long as the weather cooperates. I do have some charms and a set ending on eBay tonight so please take a look. Most have low bids!

I'm thinking of doing a few other things with my beads. Not sure when or if I'll ever find the time to get to the many things I want to do. It's hard when you can only produce so many at one time. I could never just throw something together for the sake of having a listing on. I have way too much pride for that. Pride does have it's good points you know! BUT... I will have some more simplistic designs available soon! ; )

I've signed up with artfire... a new site... a few weeks ago. Whenever I have more beads and time to get the shop set up, I'll probably start adding my beads there as opposed to Etsy. The fees are WAY less!!!!!! A much needed thing for the economy at this time! I'll fill you in more soon.

Well, they say the sun will come out today. Really? It looks pretty gloomy so far! I hope so anyway. I'm very lucky I don't live in an area with a long winter. I would certainly be one of those people that suffers from SAD. I need sun at least 4 out of 7 days. Preferably more if it's not extremely hot and humid.... then I want clouds! Am I ever happy? ; )

Okay.... I have to get some beads made! Have a wonderful rest of the week... and weekend! Let me know if you'd like to be included in my newsletter by emailing me here... rebecca@firamarina.com

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Valentine's giveaway....and more stuff...

2009-01-24T14:18:00.005-06:00

Hello!

Yep! It's been forever again! I haven't felt like typing much and I've been really busy making beads and coming up with new things for my beads! I've been working on more sets lately. Some of them are inspired by my previous and recent charms...aka Silver Linings. Others will be totally new! Just wait and see. They will be on both eBay and Etsy soon.

I've had a ton of emails asking about my Etsy shop. Yes.... it's still open but everything in it has sold and I haven't had a chance to restock it. This week you should see a few new items!

I'll have charms on eBay tonight and one set. I hope to add more hearts tomorrow. I also have more sets I want to add but I'll have to wait until the weather clears up to get some pictures. Oh, I added some of my Instant Pendants if you want one too!

I'm still trying to find time to work on my new line I mentioned ages ago! One day!!!

Oh... the giveaway! It's for a heart focal in your choice of color and a sterling silver slider chain to wear it on. Notice I said choice of color..... since I don't do custom work, I'll add the other colors and designs but you can pick a main color. All you have to do is send me an email with the words "ENTER ME" in the subject line with your name and location included in the email. Shipping is free to anywhere in the world so enter now!!! You only have about 2 days. I mentioned it in my newsletter several days ago but wanted to give my blog readers a chance to win a heart too. We'll draw a name the old fashioned way and I'll announce it on my blog soon. I wont have time to thank each of you for entering so I'll just say thank you in advance!!! Email me here... rebecca@firamarina.com ...... also let me know if you'd like to start receiving my newsletter! : )

Good Luck!!! Hope to hear from you soon! Now I have lots of work to do!!!

Have a great weekend!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

Long time no blog.... new year thoughts...

2009-01-09T15:02:00.008-06:00

Hello!

A very Happy New Year to all of you!

I know I've been fairly quiet lately. I have many things on my mind but haven't felt real chatty so I've pretty much been sticking to myself. A new year approaches... there are often new thoughts... hopes... dreams.... things to plan... things to do. Much to do!

We've been making some changes around here and thinking about things we want to change in the new year.... and permanently. We've been wanting to simplify our lives for some time now and I think we're making steps toward that. If you follow my blog, you'd know last year we were looking to downsize and get a smaller house. The smaller house we were looking at sold before we barely had ours on the market. So we took it off the market almost as fast as it went up! We then decided to stay in our almost 100 year old home. We love our old house but sometimes we feel it's much too big for just the two of us. Actually I often feel that way. It's also a LOT of work and upkeep! The thing is... we love the neighborhood we live in but still want a smaller home with a larger lot. Everything happens for a reason! I think it's good we didn't get the home we thought we wanted so badly. We've become content with the fact we'll probably stay here as long as we live in this city near my family. That's another thing. Of course I still don't like it here. I'm content for now... but still wish I was back in California. I keep thinking that will pass and I'll feel okay about living here. Nope... it hasn't happened. I still don't like it. BUT.... as I said... I'm content. We're even working on getting a few things done around here. Like a new privacy fence..... some new blinds... decor... the kind of stuff that makes you feel better about your surroundings. Also some of the have-to maintenance that's not fun to do but badly needed!

Anyway... we really are doing the whole out with the old in with new thing this year. We both work together from home so we didn't need two cars. One was always sitting there because we go everywhere together. Not once in the past 8 months have we needed two cars. Plus... car insurance in Louisiana is insanely expensive compared to most states. So we traded both of them for a brand new crossover! Yeah! One thing is now simplified!!! AND... we donated 5 huge bags of clothing! It's kind of sad considering I just got rid of 3 bags only months earlier. See.... when I worked in the corporate world I was a chronic shopper. I bought new clothes weekly. Seriously! Most every week I was shopping! Here's the even sadder part..... years before I had a "problem" with shoes and handbags. I had to have a purse to match most of my outfits. I've been over that for a while now and realized black and neutrals were the way to go. Back then anyway... now I love the really colorful purses.... THAT I have chosen to own VERY few of!!! My husband was in total shock when we first got together. He couldn't believe someone would need that many clothes, designer handbags, and pairs of shoes. Looking back, I see why I thought I needed that much stuff. I was always in the public eye and had to do a lot of public speaking. Who the hell wants to look like you wear the same clothes over and over? Now I say... who the hell cares? It's funny how I really totally don't care about any of those things anymore. Well, for the most part anyway. It makes you feel free to rid yourself of some of the more material things. Now I now happily shop at outlet stores and only buy what I need when I need it. Working from home has its perks! I pretty much live in sweats and t-shirts! I really like it that way!!! : )

Well..... maybe I should talk about beads!

I do have beads... charms and sets and focals! All are on eBay or will be on eBay soon! I'm trying to make myself add sets there again. It always takes a while to get back in the swing of things on eBay... with sets anyway... so I'll see how it goes. I may add to Etsy soon too... again... I'll see! Want to be included in my "Specials Offers" newsletter? Send me an email and I'll add you! I always have something new and available only to those that subscribe!

Okay... I have work to do and listings to get ready for eBay tonight! Please check them out!!!

Have a great weekend!

Best Wishes.....

Rebecca : )

A quick update....

2008-12-29T10:32:00.003-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you had a wonderful Christmas holiday and are looking forward to the New Year!!!

We took a few days off and are trying to get back in the swing of things! I should have some focals available today. For those of you that receive my special offers newsletter anyway. If you'd like to sign up.... just let me know!

We'll have more charms to list on eBay tomorrow night if all goes as planned. It's been a bit of a challenge to get pictures since it's been so gloomy outside. We hope to be back on schedule soon and adding listings 2 times a week again. I also hope to have some sets on Etsy within a week or so as well. I'll be busy making beads this evening and tomorrow so I'll see how it goes! We're taking a little time off for New Year's Eve and New Year's day too! After that it's full steam ahead!

Have a lovely week..... and a very Happy New Year!

Best Wishes..... thanks for checking in...

Rebecca : )

Merry Christmas... Happy Holidays.....Happy Hanukkah... Happy Winter Solstice...

2008-12-24T10:23:00.003-06:00

However you say it... however you celebrate it... a very happy and merry holiday to all!!!

I don't have time to say much today. We are stopping by our friends Christmas Eve party on our way to my grandparents house tonight where we celebrate Christmas tonight and tomorrow night. So... you wont hear from me much over the next few days. I'm kind of making myself take a break! If I can stay away from the torch! I have some new designs in mind so it might be tough! BUT... I think I have plenty to do that will keep me more than occupied for the next few days! Plus lots of food!!! I love all the holiday food and time spent with family! What could be better? : )

Just so you know... I added a few beads to eBay last night. The auctions will end this Sunday night. I'll also have some focals ready sometime this weekend for those of you that signed up for my "special offers" newsletter. Want to be included or find out how it works? Just email me!!!

Okay.... I better get ready now!

Have a wonderful holiday!!! Best Wishes.... lots of happiness.... and may all your dreams come true during this magical time of year!!!

I'll add more soon....

Rebecca : )
rebecca@firamarina.com

Wow... it's been a while!

2008-12-18T11:01:00.002-06:00

Hello!

I've been so busy I've totally neglected my blog. I don't have much time to remedy that today either but at least I remembered to sign on and say something! : )

I'm steadily working on new beads and have several charms and focals made but zero sunshine! So... whenever the sun decides to come out I'll get some pictures. : )

Also... with the holidays fast approaching I'm super busy working on gifts for our Christmas Eve party. So..... the auctions will be very minimal over the next week or so. Besides... I'd have to think not many people will be around to see them anyway! I know several people go out of town for the holidays or are just busy spending time with loved ones. So.....enjoy!

With that being said... I'm off to get some lunch and then back to making beads!

Have a lovely weekend... almost anyway!!! I'll check in again soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

I thought about it.....

2008-12-09T16:05:00.004-06:00

Maybe today is the day I'll add a long post......

I have all these things... mainly thoughts... swimming around in my head and felt like it would be a good day to blog about it all. BUT.... I really have a lot of things to do. I'm always busy during the holidays and I try to do what I can to make time for fun things too. I work a lot... a whole lot actually. It doesn't really like feel like work because I love what I do but sometimes I need a break. That's another thing that's easier said than done because I always have a lot of ideas and I get a little anxious to make them materialize. I've become resolute with the fact that even though I really do live in my head most of the time and stray away from large group functions or social gatherings... and all those other things that say I'm not a type A personality, I still have a lot of the characteristics of your typical type A. Those things that make me a doer! I always have to be doing something...even though in my head I want nothing more than to be a couch potato for a few days! I want to lay there watching sappy Christmas movies...eating Ben & Jerry's ice cream with my baggy sweats on (which I have on most days when it's cold outside) and be absolutely mindless! That sounds sooooo good to me! It also sounds like it probably wont ever happen. Even though I feel like I want these things, my head wont let me have them. Not for long anyway. My mind drifts and there I am... back to beads! More things I need to add, change, do, create.... whatever! It really never ends. I know that's a good thing but I can only make so many in a day... or week for that matter. I can't pump out tons of beads. I'll never be the person with 100 things in my Etsy shop or on eBay. I don't work like a factory...which I'm proud of...and I have little patience for monotony. So... change is always in order and leaves my head in a constant spin cycle! Which now brings me to another thing.......

Change.... it's probably a word I use more than most words. It's something I always have to have. Something I seek out and something that is required in my life on a regular basis to keep me from doing things out of boredom or feeling stagnant. This has caused me to move a time or two, change jobs a time or two, or whatever... you get the picture right? I'm a little flighty! ; ) I'm trying to control these things but it's hard for me. If I get bored or complacent too long I feel I have to make a change... sometimes a huge change!!! Lucky for me, for the first time in my life I really do love what I'm doing... but, as with anything else, it has to change and grow. Which I'm constantly trying to make happen and working on new things all the time. You just don't always see them right away! ; )

Here's where I contradict myself completely. Sometimes I hate change.... not just dislike it... I hate it! On a personal level, it can suck! This time of year I always get a little emotional. Okay... maybe more than a little. I cry fairly easy with thoughts of days passed and family gatherings I'll never have again. Faces long gone from this world... and other faces that possibly have little time left. I find myself taking trips down memory lane more often than not over the holidays and I know I should enjoy today... live for today... and hope for a happy tomorrow. I do.... I do think of all those things and I'm happy and grateful for today. My husband is the best thing that has ever happened in my life and each year, day, or minute that passes always leaves me feeling a sense of appreciation and gratitude. I honestly don't think 2 people could be more alike yet different enough to keep each other balanced. It's really a great thing to have! Still, I miss the holidays of my childhood. My grandmother's house in southern Louisiana was like heaven to me. I don't think a day goes by I don't think of her and that little old house. The house now belongs to someone else and is in an area that's not so cheery anymore. My grandmother is almost 92 and very frail with dementia...Alzheimer's... or whatever it is. She knows who I am and still looks at me the same way... still smiles at me the way... and still speaks to me with the same love and care she always has. I miss her.... and wish I could just click my heels together and be back in that house for even just one more day... for Christmas.

Okay.... I've waffled (thanks for teaching me a new word Vanessa...the only waffle I knew of was the breakfast type before) on too long now and really do have to get busy! I'll have new listings tonight on eBay and more to add real soon.... hopefully Friday night. I'll add to my Etsy shop later in the week too. My schedule is going to be a little off until after the holidays...and this rainy weather ends!

Have a great week!!! Thanks for reading my blog... I'll write more soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Just an update...

2008-12-07T17:38:00.004-06:00

Hello!

I hope you're having a fabulous weekend! I have a lot going on today so I'm going to wait and add my new beads to eBay Tuesday night. So, they'll be 5 days listings instead of 7. No biggie right? Plus... I'll have more focals to add too! BUT... I do have auctions ending tonight so please check them out! ; )

So hello and goodbye for now.....

I'll check in again soon....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca ; )

Hi....Happy cold day!

2008-12-02T10:39:00.002-06:00

Hello!

I hope you're doing well! It's freezing here! Seriously! Here in the hot and humid south! Even though some of you may laugh at my seemingly pansy attitude about it when it's only a mere 30 degrees...it feels way colder here to me than elsewhere!!! It's damp...bone chilling...and unpleasant!

We spent a winter in Bend, Oregon and it was lovely! A dry cold in the mountains with lots of daily sun that was so dreamy! AND... there was snow...fluffy....brilliant... white snow (as if there's another color...BUT..we won't go there.) Snow is ...in my opinion.... what makes a winter worth while! Then... we spent an entire winter in Maine. A whole other story! That's when I knew I was from the south and was totally out of my element. It never ends there.... it's gray for months. I felt terribly depressed and wanted to crawl under a rock until it was over. Of course that would leave me buried for half of the year and I needed to get out of there way before that happened. It's a nice place to visit but as I said... it's not for me in winter! : )

Okay... enough about weather and how delicate I must sound! I should have beads listed tonight! AND.... I hope to have some listed tomorrow night too. Of course I'm playing catch-up for having very few items listed now because I need sunshine to get pictures! So... my husband and I will be happily clicking away today!!! I'll have focals... Complements.... the shorter Instant Pendants... and my charms! Wow! Lots of cool stuff huh? ; )

I should get busy! It's almost time to take pictures! Thanks for checking in! I'll write more soon!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Holidays....and.... more on imitation!

2008-11-30T10:31:00.012-06:00

Hello!

I hope everyone in the USA had a great Thanksgiving and to those elsewhere, a wonderful weekend! : )

We had a fantastic time.. and ate... and ate... and then ate some more! This will be one of those weeks I should probably lace up my walking shoes! We'll see how that goes though since I'm so extremely busy and all this festive stuff and shopping has left me way behind my desired schedule!

So.... since I am behind and the weather has been anything but sunny these past few days, I wont be having new listings added to eBay tonight. I will however have them listed as 5 day listings this Tuesday night. If all goes well I should say. BUT... I do have some made and ready! Now if only the weather would cooperate! Today is very bright and sunny but the wind gusts would have my beads thrown down the block! Maybe tomorrow... I keep saying that anyway! : )

Oh.... I'll have more Complements to list too! I haven't had a chance to update my blog and mention them! It's my brand new line that fits Trollbeads! Please take a look on my Flickr page or view my auctions on eBay to see them. The ones I have on there now end tonight. More to come this week....

I hope to have a few sets for Etsy this week and maybe some focals to add there too. Probably later in the week. Just keep checking! : )

You know, even after my post a few months back... I still sit by day after day and quietly watch someone try to imitate my work ALL the time now! I'm pretty sure they never had a style that's theirs...I doubt it anyway... actually I know they didn't! At first I thought I was the flavor of the week. You know.... the kind of people that jump around and imitate the latest thing. I normally don't give those people much care or attention because it usually passes...most of time anyway. Plus.... stuff does happen...people do make things that look similar in design at times. BUT...the same person watches my beads each week/day to see what designs they want to imitate next. At least give me credit in your listings on eBay! Say "This was inspired by/copied from/a poor imitation of...." or something!

The thing that frustrates me more than anything is this sort of thing happens to so many people all of the time. I feel just as upset for them! I see it constantly! Before you email me or mention the following things, please be aware I know.... I get it..... I'm pretty savvy to all the BS involved with...."When you put it out there it freely opens the doors." Or.... "It's all been done before...things happen...nothings truly unique." Blah...blah...blah! I've said it before and I'll say it again...things do happen...once in a while something IS going to look like something someone else made .... people DO have similar styles.... it REALLY IS hard to be unique and stand out because YES a lot of things have been done before BUT...... A very big BUT ......several times a week? A person that never used or can't use stringer (the little lines/decoration drawn on the beads) is suddenly after several years of making beads trying to now use these things just so they can try to do what I do when they never had a care or interest to use/learn it before??? AND...that's only a fraction of it!

Another thing.... I don't care what a bunch of people in a little sewing circle say about "opening doors to imitation" because to say/think those things must mean you would do or have done those things! People that really care about individuality, creativity, and ART for that matter would never feel that way. What about those of us that stick to ourselves........don't teach.....don't want to teach..... have no desire to teach.....OR publish a book or ebook to share our ideas or techniques? AND.... a big AND even if you do teach ideas, design, and technique, isn't it still up to the student to develop their own style? To take these ideas and make them their own? To follow their own path? Or do some just go through life on pure imitation? Everyone is different and does things differently BUT when you're imitating someones work that truly does come from their own creativity and ideas, I think it's sad! I think whenever you DON'T have your own ideas.... your own inspiration... your own direction in general, you really should do something else! It's not for you! It's not something you're good at...move on... find what you are good at!!! I can't sing! I can't draw! I can paint...but I can't draw with pencil/charcoal/whatever. I'm not good at it! I wanted to be a fashion designer when I was a child but I can't draw or sew! I did have my own ideas but every time I tried to draw them out it took so much effort for such an unpleasant picture to emerge I knew it wasn't for me! My grandmother tried to teach me to sew a dozen times or more. My head didn't work that way....my hands don't move that way! It wasn't my thing! I had wonderful designs in my head but there wasn't a way I knew of to make them materialize. Okay... it sucks...but I got over it!!! There were other things I could do well. I was great with color, texture, and design. This would lead me to other things... like small clay sculptures and glass!!! Many years later for the glass of course!!! I certainly don't claim to be the best glass artist and I know there are others that are way more advanced from years of study and technique than I am. BUT.... everything I do IS my own!!! It is unique! It's not from a book... or another person... it's from me!!! Isn't that what counts??? Or should count? My opinion of course! ; )

So far I haven't disclosed this person to the public. BUT.....I'm not so sure it's going to remain my choice if they continuously attempt to copy the designs I spend a great deal of thought, care, time, and attention to creating. So if you're reading my blog... which I'm sure you are.... please stop. It's gone on long enough don't you think? : )

Which reminds me... one day when I have time... whenever that may be! I'll post pictures of beads with bead scum (the tiny gray/white bubbles with a white film around them that comes from over working the glass) you can really notice it under clear drops or clear glass.....and burnt glass the so called "burnished look." While it is a technique and it's a pretty one when done correctly, you can actually overcook the beads to produce thick black burnt areas from certain colors reacting to other colors. I won't get into the why and how or with what shades BUT... if there's a lot of black, matte-like coloring on turquoise for example...in most cases, it's burnt and is NOT a desired effect. Also, please don't confuse bead scum with the bubbly glass. Bubbly glass is lovely... what I'm talking about is fried! So NO....it's not intentional as "one" states! It's a poorly made/fried bead! AND....one that I would NEVER sell... unlike the person mentioned.

As far as I'm concerned... this is behind me now. Just so you know....everything I ever say is always my opinion....that I express freely on my blog. Drama is never something I'm looking for.... I don't care to be a part of it.... and I'll always go the other way to avoid it. This is simply me letting things out in my own way. : )

Okay..... I have a lot to do today! I have auctions ending on eBay tonight and new ones to be added soon!

Thanks for all the wonderful emails I get! Thanks to all of you that follow my blog! AND... thanks to those of you that admire... follow.. and view my work! I'm truly grateful!!!

Best Wishes....

I'll write more soon!!!

Rebecca : )

Only 2 sets....

2008-11-24T22:09:00.002-06:00

Hi!

I only have 2 sets in my Etsy shop so I've decided to have a little Thanksgiving sale! Go check them out! Prices good through this week only! Way lower than normal!

AND.... don't forget to check out my new focals on eBay tomorrow night! Low starting prices and a new line! If it's ready! Matt's working on the layout now. He couldn't get to it last night... this week is REALLY busy! More than usual since we're trying to get everything done before Thanksgiving!

I'm off to get a few more things done and drop my Etsy prices!

Best Wishes.... I'll write more soon!

Rebecca : )

A little late.....

2008-11-23T16:16:00.002-06:00

Hi everyone! I hope you're having a marvelous weekend!!!

I'm running a bit behind with the listings tonight so they may be on a little later than usual. I'm also going to have to shoot for Tuesday to list our new line. Matt will be working on the new layout this evening so hopefully it'll be ready by then.

I have some really fantastic new charms to list tonight! I think so anyway! New designs and new design elements!!! : )

I also have some new focals made so whenever the sun decides to come out I'll have them listed. It's looking a little gloomy here for the next week. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for an afternoon of sunny skies! There will be new focal designs with low starting prices on some too! : )

As far as Etsy goes, I should have some new sets to list on there too. Again, it depends on the sun and how much time I have. You know how busy things can get around the holidays.

Okay... lots to do!

Have a Happy Thanksgiving week! I know a lot of you are off and spending time with friends and family so have a fun... safe.... and cherished holiday! To those of you in the USA anyway! ; )

Best Wishes... I'll check back very soon!!!

Rebecca : )

I was going to....

2008-11-20T21:38:00.005-06:00

Hello!

Really... I was! I was going to update my blog with a lot of things I wanted to blab about but the days have been so busy and going by so quickly. Even though I have a lot I want to type, I'm way too tired and can't keep my eyes open long enough to do so. For now.... all I have are updates.... kind of.

If you received my newsletter I mentioned having a few sets to list on Etsy today. I must have cursed myself by saying "If all goes well in the kiln." Because it didn't.... an entire set cracked! I'm pretty sure a stray rod of some incompatible glass was used AND it had to be from a distributor because this time... I didn't do it! I know when I screw up... it happens fairly often when making beads! I cracked a focal today too! That really sucked! ; )

Oh well, it was a good day otherwise and I did make a few more sets and focals. I'll try to list them (the sets) in my Etsy shop tomorrow. My husband and I both need the camera tomorrow so we'll see what happens. There's not much time to take photos outdoors this time of year. No pictures before 11:00 or after 1:00 or else they look REALLY bad!!! If not tomorrow hopefully Saturday....BUT I'll shoot for tomorrow anyway!

I'm off to do a few more emails then I have to get some sleep. It's hard for me to do a lot of emails during the day now. Since I have to clean and string beads in the morning... then photograph them so much earlier, I need to get everything done so I can make beads the rest of the day.

Have a great night!!! I'll check back soon!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

I'm back!

2008-11-16T15:24:00.004-06:00

Hello!

I hope you're having a fantastic day!!!

I'm back from my trip and I'm unbelievably busy right now so I'm going to keep this very short......

I have auctions ending on eBay tonight. I just added the sets I pulled from my Etsy shop while I was away and added 2 brand new sets so please check those out! I'll also have 2 new focals to add to eBay along with new charms and a few of my Instant Pendants. I only have a limited amount of the Instant Pendants in for now so grab one if you want one! Those will be listed tonight!

I have a lot to blab about but that will have to wait for another day! The emails I'm behind on will have to wait another day too. Being gone for a few days has my head spinning! I'm trying to content myself with the fact things are going to have to wait but I'm terribly impatient so we'll see how that goes!!!

Okay... I have listings to get ready and beads to make.....

Have a lovely day!!! Thanks for checking in!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Be back soon.............

2008-11-11T21:29:00.004-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're having a great start to the week!

I just wanted to let you know we'll be going to Biloxi for a few days to visit my grandmother and will return on the 15th. I'll fill you in more when I return.

As of now I have a few auctions on eBay that will end Sunday and we should be home in plenty of time to have listings for this Sunday too. I'll have some more of my Instant Pendants to add probably a few days later... and more focals. I also have 2 new sets waiting to be added to my Etsy shop when I return.

Okay.... I need to get to some sleep now! We're getting up REAL early!!! I don't know how people get up before 7:00 on a regular basis so 4:45ish seems completely insane to me! Trips/vacations are the only time I ever get up that early. Luckily it's the only time I need to!

Have a wonderful rest of the week!!! Be back soon.....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Beads.... and a little more about beads!

2008-11-05T12:52:00.005-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're having a fantastic week so far! : )

I just added a new set to my Etsy shop a minute ago. I added a few yesterday that sold pretty quick so....thank you! Just to let you know... I'll be adding sets each week now so keep checking my shop since I'm not sure which days they'll be added and I probably won't have time to update my blog each time I do. I always add the pictures to my Flickr page first. For the sets and focals... not the charms. : )

Speaking of charms.... I have some ending tonight on eBay. Some of them have low bids so please take a look and bid if you like them!!! I'll add more tonight too. : )

I have some focals made but I may not have a chance to add those until Friday. The weather may not allow for pictures until then anyway.

AND.... I'll have more of my Instant Pendants very soon! They will have a bit of a different design so keep checking for those too. I added the last 3 I had yesterday and they sold out already. A lot of people are asking for them to give as Christmas gifts.... and focals!!! So... I'm working on it!!! : )

I better run... I have a lot to do today and it's my husband's Birthday so I want to do all I can to spend time with him tonight. Happy Birthday Matt..... I LOVE YOU! He's the best husband ever... really! I adore him! : )

Have a great day!!! I'll check back soon!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

A few changes....

2008-11-02T21:44:00.003-06:00

Hello everyone!!!

I hope you all had a Happy Halloween! ; )

It's getting pretty close to my bedtime so I'll try to keep this post to a minimum. I have a lot to add but I just finished catching up on a few emails and now I'm tired of typing.

So... just to let you know.... I hear you.... I know the economy is all most everyone can think of right now. Even if you wanted to tune it out for a while it's almost impossible thanks to TV, newspapers, the Internet... and so on! Trust me... we're feeling it too! With that being said, I'll be working on a few of my "Less is More" sets and focals this week. They will be of the same quality but not so ornamental or decorative or whatever you want to call it. I will still have some of my more detailed sets and focals available too. I'm trying to have a little something for everyone and something for every budget too! Check my Etsy shop mid-week. : )

I'm still working on my new lines but have put one of them on hold for a bit since I decided to work on sets and focals more right now. I'm still not telling what that is yet.... in time you'll find out! ; )

Also...In order to have more sets and focals I will be doing a few less charms aka Silver Linings each weeks. Yes... I'll still have them. No... they aren't going anywhere!!! By less I mean like 2 to 4 less each week. Nothing major. : )

Well, I can hardly keep my eyes open so I'm off to bed. Have a fabulous week!!! I'll even try to get a newsletter out this week too. Want to be on my mailing list? Just email me! ; )

I'll write more soon.... really... I will. There's lots to talk about! : )

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

More later....

2008-10-27T18:20:00.004-05:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you had a fun weekend!

I have a lot to do tonight so I'll be quick! Plus I'm starved and need to go eat! It seems I'm always hungry doesn't it? ; )

Anyway... I have new charms on eBay and I'll be adding a few focals to eBay tomorrow night too. I was thinking about adding them tonight but decided to wait since it's getting late and I have a million other things to do!

If you want to see the focals I'll be adding tomorrow... take a look on my Flickr page!

Okay... I'll check back later... have a great week!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

I did it again... plus I've been introspecting again too...

2008-10-21T21:05:00.008-05:00

Hello!

Hope you're having a nice... fun... fall-like week! It was a little cooler here! That's always good. Especially since it's fall. So they say anyway! ; )

Yep... I did do it again...I neglected my blog. See...I told you. There's always something that gets neglected when new things are brewing. Even though I've hardly found the time to work on the "new things." Seems like I'm always playing catch up so the new stuff always gets pushed aside anyway. If you follow my blog, you probably know I was going to start listing my Silver Linings way before it actually happened. I think that's because in my mind, it seems simple enough to make everything. That I can do! Then my husband reminds me... wait.... we have to have a cool new layout for them. We have to have the placement just right..... and a new write up... and a new name... and make sure everything looks perfect (if there is such a thing) because first impressions are everything! Even though my beads have been around for a while now when you start doing something new you want it look good from the start. So.... presentation is everything! I guess this all means.... patience.... I have to have patience. Besides... I'm still waiting on some of my supplies to come in..... I have no choice! ; )

Aside from beads I've been thinking a lot about stuff lately. You know... life... the economy....things in general. I think I can probably relate to the "global crisis" more than a lot of people. Some of you know my story... most don't... here's a little of it just in case you care to read about this sort of thing......

I was one of those people in the mortgage industry. I was one of those people with a great paying job living in a beautiful part of the country I only dreamed of years before. I was one of those people that had an expensive house (according to my standards) with very little square footage that shouldn't have even cost a quarter of what it did. I could have bought a mansion here for what we paid for that 2 bedroom 2 bath cottage....seriously! A mansion in most places actually! It was an adorable little home though... I will say that. BUT... it should never have cost over half a million dollars! That's insane! It was a bubble just waiting to pop... and pop it did! I was a lender in this market though. I helped make financial decisions. I managed a team of loan officers and helped them make decisions. I saw this coming. I was in the business for almost 17 years.... I knew it inside and out. I still do... I still follow it. When we were there we knew it was going down hill and we had to get out. My husband was also in the real estate industry... his job and future was going in the same direction. Things were changing. The business wasn't there... it wasn't getting better. When my company (Golden West) merged with Wachovia (you can do the research, it isn't pretty) I was in for a 40% pay cut. Ouch!!! That's a lot anywhere! BUT in the San Francisco bay area.... that's a huge deal! So.... to make it all short and simple.... I quit! We both quit! I left my beloved Sonoma County... (which I still love and miss to this very day and swear I'll go back to someday)....and came back to our historic Louisiana home that luckily we kept! Whew.... we felt really fortunate for that!!! Why did I mention all of this??? Maybe this is why....

I knew after dealing with all the stress of mergers, large corporations, and worrying about job security AND... availability for that matter.. I didn't want to ever have to deal with big business stuff again. I've always known I didn't care for it but for some reason I must say..... I was really good at it. Now mortgage jobs are no where to be found! Especially in management AND I can happily say.... I don't want one anyway! I feel extremely lucky to be able to venture off and do something I love and make a living from it! I always hate to say the word "business" when it comes to creating things and forms of art, but truth be told... it is a business. It's something we (my husband and I) started and it's all our own. This is what we do for income... this makes it a business! No one can shut it down... no one can decide what we need to do... no one can make me do a report with sales figures...(even though I still kind of do)... there's no one to hire or fire and I can do and say what I want to every day! BUT.... even though it sounds all good and for the most part it is, there's a lot of work involved. A whole lot! I work more now for myself than I ever did in the mortgage business. I work harder and I work more hours. Again.... you can say "art is not work... if you consider it work, it isn't art." Maybe the "art" itself isn't work but everything besides that IS work! Shipping and listing and invoices and photos and correspondence and ordering supplies, and cleaning beads, and on and on and on.... is still work! AND I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world! I LOVE it!!! Sure... it's scary at times! Some seasons are better than others... some months better than others..... the economy doesn't help sometimes either but I just have to change where I feel I need to change and grow where I feel I need to grow and I believe everything will always turn out okay if I keep an open mind and change with the times. Actually I think I change more than the times. I have a sincere problem with boredom and I'm scared to death of becoming stagnant. It's one of those things about my personality that always seems to be a blessing and a curse.

I've been thinking about many other things too such as aspects of my personality and the core of who I really am.... BUT..... I'll save that for another day. It could get long and boring. It's all kind of funny though and it's certainly something to think about. I was thinking about who I am and who I'm not. Maybe it's a what I like and what I don't but it feels pretty much like it's who I am to me. Like this for example.... when I was answering my questionnaire to get life insurance it asked if I planned on rock climbing, bungee jumping, hand gliding, etc..... I was kind of chuckling to myself thinking "If Matt heard them ask me this he'd wet his pants laughing." I'm way too big of a pansy to do any of those things. BUT... it's not like I even want to. Fear doesn't even come into play here! There is absolutely no desire on my part to do anything like that! An adrenaline rush is something I don't feel compelled to have... ever. About the most I'll do is go hiking in the mountains and spend the night under the stars in a cozy cabin with a really big sky light! Oh...indoor plumbing is a must too. ; )

Enough blabbing... I'm tired and I have a big chocolate cupcake waiting for me downstairs! Right before I go to bed! It's probably not a great time to eat a cupcake but I may as well live on the edge in some form or another. : )

Have a great rest of the week! Don't forget to check out my auctions on eBay! I'll write more again soon! Thanks for reading my blog! : )

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

Some ramblings...

2008-10-15T10:15:00.004-05:00

Hello everyone! I hope you're having a great week!

Long time no update huh? Sometimes when my head gets spinning with new ideas I always seem to neglect something. This time it's been my blog. It's not that I think it's okay to leave everyone wondering about beads and what's been going on in my neck of the woods. For those of you that care anyway! But... sometimes... I have to regroup! I've said it a million times. I get bored so easy and if I feel a routine has come into play for a certain period of time I get a little panicky and think to myself "Oh no... I'm getting complacent.. not me... I can't." So... I better find something exciting and new to do before I do something really drastic and move again or something! Just kidding... kind of! Then my mind starts working! Yes... it does work some of the time! It's during this time new things start to surface. Yes.... I have new things brewing! I can't tell you what yet because they haven't materialized! You'll see my.. actually our (my husband always thinks of things too... we're like peas and carrots) new ideas within the next 2 weeks. I'll probably start working on them early next week. Curious? You'll have to wait and see! ; )

Thanks for all the comments in regards to my newsletter 2 days ago! I've had so many emails I'm having a hard time sinking it all in so quickly.... so keep em' coming! I'm listening! I'm reading them over and over and I'm taking it all in. I know what you want to see more of and honestly, so far, it's a mixed bag! Really! It seems a little of everything is in order! Plus our new things! I'll be real busy but I'm up for the challenge! I'll fill you in on that soon too. I'll give you a little more time to get your comments in!

Okay.... here's a little useless update! It's hot and muggy down here again! Please send cooler fall-like weather! We need it! We're still getting mosquito bites down here in the lovely subtropics!

Oh... I have focals and charms ending on eBay today/tonight... please check those out! Some have low bids! I'll add new charms tonight too! More beads coming soon to eBay and Etsy!

Have a beautiful day! I'll write more soon... seriously!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )

A little off schedule....

2008-10-08T13:41:00.004-05:00

Hello and happy mid-week!

Hope you're all doing well and for those of you to whom it applies, are having lovely fall weather! It's a gorgeous day today with highs in the low 70's! Such a welcome change from last weeks heat and humidity. Anyway... I didn't sign on to discuss the weather! ; )

Tonight I have some auctions ending on eBay and I usually replace them with new auctions. Since everything has been so busy these past few weeks, we needed a little break for part of yesterday. The weather was supposed to be rainy so instead of waiting around to see what we should do or when and if we could get pics for Wednesday's listings, we decided to skip the pictures, go to lunch, go shopping, and just goof off. It felt good to get out and "pretend" we didn't have a ton of stuff to do and a million things on our minds. I do have the charms made and Matt's outside taking pictures as I type this. Instead of tonight, they'll be listed this Friday. 5 day auctions! No big deal right? They'll end as planned... next Wednesday night...and hopefully we'll be back on schedule. : )

I have some focals made. I'll try to get pictures tomorrow and add them to eBay tomorrow night. I'll add the Instant Pendants then too.

I have a lot more to chat about but for now I have some work to do so I'll check in again soon.

Have a beautiful day!!!

Best Wishes,

Rebecca ; )

I'm still here...really... : )

2008-10-05T10:12:00.003-05:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're all having a fabulous weekend! Mine has been good... a little hectic... but good! It seems like it's been forever since I've updated my blog and I guess it has compared to how I normally at least pop in to say hi or something! The past 2 weeks have been really busy... maybe the past 3 actually. We've had... still have... company in town. Most of our time has been spent entertaining when not making or listing beads. We've gone out to eat way more than we normally do. All really great places but I can tell I'm going to have to put on my walking shoes this coming week and make up for it. I had a birthday Thursday... thanks for all the happy wishes! I'm 38! Wow! I remember a time when I thought that was old! I'll talk about that more in a post I'll have in a few days. I think my blogs are going to get a little "chatty" again soon. I've been doing more introspecting. : )

If you read my previous post I said I'd have focals and Instant Pendants available. Obviously it didn't happen this past week but I'm fairly positive I'll have them listed by the end of this week. Things will start to settle down a little and we'll be back to normal. Whatever that is! ; )

So... with that being said I do have charms (my Silver Linings) on eBay and I'll be adding more tonight. I'm working on new designs too..... I always am, but even more are coming...new fall and winter hues! : )

I've had a little "nudge" each day to update my blog but I've had zero time to do it. So... I did write something.... I did make a little time for it today. My biggest fan likes me to update it more often. Hi dad... love you! He even tolerates my maybe not so online appropriate blabbing too. Venting can be needed! I feel if it doesn't hurt anyone... who cares! Be yourself! Lucky for me I haven't had the need to "release" a lot undue stress lately. Maybe lucky for my readers too! ; )

I'm off to make beads now....

Please take a look at my listings....

I'll write more in a few days and I'll try my best to keep you posted!

Have a fantastic week..........

Best wishes...

Rebecca : )

Happy Sunday...

2008-09-28T19:27:00.002-05:00

Hello!

I hope you're having a great weekend! Mine would have been much better if I didn't get sick. I have some sort of sinus infection...head cold..or whatever it is. Anyway... I wish it would go away! I just listed some new charms on eBay. I also have some ending tonight as well. Please take a look! : )

I wasn't able to get pics of my focals this weekend so I'll probably list those mid week. Yes.... I'll have more of my Instant Pendants too. The larger sized one!

Okay... I have to go lay down now and try to get well for a big family cook out tomorrow and Tuesday. We have a lot planned this week since Matt's mom is here and my cousin is in town from St Louis too. Plus.... I have other plans for 2 nights because it's my birthday Thursday! Now I'm very close to being 40! ; )

I'll check back when I can....

Have a lovely week.....

Best Wishes,

Rebecca : )

A nice day....

2008-09-24T12:22:00.002-05:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're having a great day! So far it's been a very good day. You know...one of those days where you wake up in a good mood and everything seems to be falling right into place. As you may have guessed, my superstitions having me knocking on wood as I type this! ; )

Anyway.... it's been busy as usual. We still have some home repairs going on. Last week it was the roof..yes, again! This week it's plumbing. AND Matt's mom is in town from Chicago so we're trying to spend as much time with her as we can. I will still be making beads and have auctions on eBay tonight as planned but I probably won't be sitting at the computer as much over the next 2 weeks. So emails may be a little slow.

Okay... I have beads to make! Please take a look at the auctions I have ending tonight on eBay! I have some really great charms to add tonight! One of them is one of my favorite beads ever!

Oh yeah.... I did add 2 focals. The auctions will end tomorrow so please take a look at those too. I'll try to add more soon.

Have a beautiful day!!!

Best Wishes....

Rebecca : )